
I feel like we can see how much Siwoon has grown and matured from when he was a teenager with an obsession with Doha. Siwoon used to be quite self centered and used to forcefully impose and dump his feelings onto Doha, while now we can see that he realises that telling the truth will hurt and make Doha feel bad about it, so he rather keep quiet about him going to his house and seeing him happy with other people, while he himself was in pure misery. Siwoon of the past would have used that as a lever to tie Doha even more to him, not caring much about his feelings, even his pity would've been enough for Siwoon.
Of course he is far from being a perfect person or a perfect partner (but no one is) so he still has difficulties in sharing his troubles and feelings and rely on Doha. Knowing how whipped he is, of course he isn't cheating but most likely doesn't want Doha to worry about his own problems, and doesn't want to seem pitiful

Yes don't fold kyuho you got this make him chase you and beg and apologise on his knees. While a chase arc it's fun in fiction, Yungun's personality in general it's so nasty, as an introvert i can understand his "circle", his "person" thing but the way he acts upon it its so nasty and manipulative.. fortunately I never fall for the "I didn't know how precious it was until I lost it so now I *deserve* to get it back" propaganda, not in fiction and not in real life... so stay safe irl girls

BRO IM SO PISSED TOO that damn guy who the fuck does he think he is to slap him???? He is NO ONE to his brother and he is NO ONE to him either why the fuck a grown man would hit a teenager just because of a one sided crush you have on his brother when you dont even know what they fought for... I would have slapped him too, get another tutor, tell my parents and just to be petty I would tell my brother too AGH IM SO PISSED IT RUINED MY ENTIRE NIGHT I started to feel weird about him ever since the scene when he offered to make Seon jealous because why would a college student would even consider to pretend to flirt with a high school kid even if its just pretend sirens were blasting in my head

Yeah this like a normal and reasonable reaction from a grown adult to a high schooler confessing he wants to sleep with him especially one who you've been or still are a parental/dependable figure to. I'm super glad he's actually rejecting him firmly and angrily because he finds it not normal, unlike others with this exact same trope (projection, stranger, hell even 2020)
I was happy that I left this to marinate but I just had to catch up when this horrible arc is going on... my heart genuinely is aching seeing Martin like that and knowing what he and the other snows are supposed to go through. Disgusting. Even more so, when I realised that the Chief of the clan has always breed with their sibling. And all the other of the pack are basically cousins. I used to dislike Sinclair when I started this but now I just hope he makes them all of these sick bastards.
Plot aside when I was reading this in the beginning I was really annoyed that Martin used to look like a girl with short hair with all the poses he was draw in, he was drawn so curvy with huge eyes, high rise pants and a crop top carding in like first 30ish chapters. I couldn't stop thinking about how he looked like a female lead with a pixie cut, and the fact that his penis was hidden and not drawn most of the time when he was supposed to look "sensual", didnt help either. I feel like lately it has gotten SO much better, he's still very skinny and lean but he's not as feminine as he used to