Zinnia's Topics (73)

STOP IT WITH THE DOOMED YURI THEY DESERVED TO LIVE ┗( T﹏T )┛

Trauma explains actions, however it should not be an excuse to treat people like shit. It does not negate the fact that some actions ARE asshole moves. We can acknowledge that one had it worse all we want, however what the MC did to the ML IS traumatizing and incredibly cruel.
Leaving your bf (that you're living with) suddenly and leaving a measly note behind is an asshole move. Having to find out that your ex had a whole ass CHILD and NAMED HIM AFTER YOU, THE PERSON WHO HE APPARENTLY COULDN'T HAVE A LIFE WITH BUT DECIDED TO HAVE A CHILD WITH (a woman who he clearly doesn't love in a romantic manner) IS HEARTBREAKING.

The MC needs to heal,,,like yesterday . Like my dude go to therapy please there's people who love you. He's obviously a good person, he just does shitty things because of his trauma and it needs to be stopped.

Let's not invalidate both of the MCs traumas please and thank you lol

I don't think the parents are gonna be homophobic, I think that they'll be put off at first because their son is a whore so they'll just think he's expanding his dating pool cuz he thinks with his dick.However, they'll most likely be accepting when they see how much their son has changed thanks to MC

Many people complain that a 6 month break is too long but the authors health matters. On the brightside, it'll be a christmas present! It'll probably be finals for me and many others by the time it gets here, so we'll be able to enjoy after a stressful 6 months, how wonderful

Forest so green, almost confused it with the amazon (づ￣ ³￣)づ

They're both so shameless that they're meant for eachother first fated beta pair LOLL

This the only story where I want the grandma to actually keep on living

CUTIESSSSSSS OMGGGGGG AHHHHHHH ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

I don't know what the plot is, there were some chapters that were connected but overall I feel like I was at point A for a bit, then jumped to point C, back to point B, then to point G? I dunno of that makes sense but I'm just taking this as a slice of life (probably what it was to begin with) but I'm just so confused but it's cute so it's okay LMFAOO

I live seeing peoples opinions and thoughts. This is partly because people's thoughts change as the story plays out.

With that being said. here's mine




Truthfully, I love the MCs (the blonde one) character. He's literally the product of his environment. His parents, the people he's supposed to rely on to live him unconditionally, abuse him. Every child deserves to be loved regardless of gender/sexual orientation. However, that's not the case for Mc. As a result, he has to rely other ways to escape said environment through age and other relatives. The reason why he has so many unfinished relationships is because of his environment.

His violent home life lead to him having a skewed sense of self worth. IF YOU COULDNT TELL THIS TRANSLATES INTO HIS RELATIONSHIPS. Imo I see it as him having casual relationships because he doesn't want to get too attached and then be told he's worthless just like his parents did to him as a child. He then has a child with a woman because he has this societal pressure to be a "normal" heterosexual man. But he obviously still holds attachment to ML because he names his kid after him. He really does love him, but his fear of societal pressures currently outweighs his love for ml.

I relate to this man for this very fact. I used to pray to God to make me "normal" because I just couldn't stand the fact that if my family ever found out about me, I would be discarded like I wasnt ever worth anything. So yeah, I love his character because he's real.

This doesn't mean he is exempt from critique tho. As a human being, you don't ask for trauma, it just happens. However, it is your responsibility to heal yourself, not to please everyone else, but because you yourself are worth living for. That being said, throwing a child into the mix complicates this a whole lot more. No parent is perfect but you're telling me that an infamous director can't afford a nanny? You really have to rely on some fuck ass dude, who clearly hates your child and wants to get in your pants, to successfully take care of said child? He's not a bad parent to his core, he clearly loves his kid, but that's a def a bad decision. Like this fuck ass man (not mc or ml) is already doing so much damage to the poor kid by making him feel worthless. The poor child feels as though he has to ask if the ML is even comfortable with his existence!!!!! Like excuse me baby, you don't have to make yourself small for the adults! The adults are supposed to adapt to you!! (However I'm not claiming that children should always get their way, I'm just saying that a child's existence and self worth should never be compromised) I will give credit where credit is due though, MC is raising a wonderful kid despite his trauma by teaching him that love transcends gender (I feel as though I have to make myself clear that it does not transcend age tho, there should always be appropriate age gaps meaning adults should be with adults idk why I have to clarify that in the big 2025 )

This is currently where I stand. I don't hate him for being flawed, I'm just frustrated that his healing era hasn't started despite having a child. Though I do recognize that the way he conceived his kid was through fear and trauma and not because of want and security if that makes sense. I can't expect much in the first place but I just want him to be happy because no persons existence deserves to be rejected in this way.

Much love to everyone going through a tough time, even if we are strangers you deserve to heal