This was so beautifully written, the way the trauma was written was so good. They did such a good job showing his healing process and the way it's not linear and can be toxic. That being said, oh god the sex with Boguk was SOOO hot oh my god i wish they showed a lot more of it, it was genuienly so good. Part of me hopes he is who he ends up with romantically, their chemsitry was beautiful and you could tell he genuenly cared for him