beta
Idk if it's because I'm on my period that I'm crying but whenever he's with me he's always quiet, talk here and there, chill, and sweet. But whenever I see him talk to his hbs or when I saw him talk to another girl his faces always lights up, his voice is twice as loud, he's more communicative, and laughs more. I understand because I'm pretty awkward and quite when I'm around him too because I'm shy, but when we're along together it's me who usually talks more. Idek what I'm feeling. I just want to be someone where he can light up whenever were talking, like he's actually comfortable and openly starts a conversation with me. Why am I so miserable man.