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she was carrying the burden all by herself and when she needed someone to rely on (which is supposed to be her HUSBAND BTW) he wasn't there and he couldn't even make time because he was busy. Ofc there was no one she could place her frustration to but to vicente. Her dad died, she can't go home, her husband wasn't around that much, she just had a child, she had depression and she was outcasted in her own home by the vassals even though she's duchess. It was unfair for the child but she had no emotional support that time (even her husband's vassals are piece of bull). I'm not glorifying her deeds towards her child because what she did was sooo wrong, but if only her husband was there for her to atleast ease her burden but NOOOOO
idk but i really like how dense felix is lmaoooo i hope I'm not the only one who got clowned by felix after this chap ( ꈍᴗꈍ) anw, baby Benjamin has scary parents omg if i were his parent i would die just to protect that precious child ><