
Someone pls give me the most gut wrenching thing to read and preferably short as in under 10ch up over that is fine too

So I don't consider myself an angst reader so even my most gut wrenching reads may feel soft for you but I'll try to at least give genuinely good reads imo
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hadakeru_kaibutsu/
Preferably after reading the abused pov because I liked that experience better
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haruka_tooki_ie/
This affected me the most because of my religious background... It felt closer to reality and I did not live that well
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/chigireru_kubiwa/
Mostly disgusted... Not necessary sad. Will not elaborate.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_inheritance_of_aroma/
Just check the author OF FUCKING COURSE THAT ENDING WAS THAT. I cannot justify why I liked this uncomfortable read but for me it was well built
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tosca_no_inu/
Not that emotional at all lol... But it's yakuza with standard yakuza backstory... I personally enjoyed reading the chaps in random order
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kakine_to_keidai/
Not the best, kind of uncomfortable read
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ryouki_tekina_kareshi/
Oneshot, fucked up, needs a longer version maybe (eithercase I'd read more chaps on it)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_last_step_on_the_way/
I don't remember much now but I did put it in my "let's appreciate the commitment" list so...
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tasogare_dare/
Copy paste of a comment cuz it was perfect depiction: "I wondered how 2 chapters could solifidy something like amnesia without being too easy. I didn't expect something so deep and so world shattering in just 2 chapters. Shit, that trauma drawn in a few panels was enough to break me. Aaahhhh!"
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/muchi_na_boku_to_waruikoto/
I remember liking and feeling overwhelmed about the depiction of multiple personalities disorder
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/majo_to_neko/
I had a convo with my hallucinatory therapist, ik it's pretty known too
I think that all I can offer, hopefully at least one fits your taste

Smth similar to "Old-fashioned cupcake"

Can I Buy Your Love from a Vending Machine? (Everything I've read by her is really cute but this is my favorite)
Practiced Liar
Tonari no Metaller-san
Love Tractor (longer)
Romance ni wa Hodo Tooi
Snow Fairy
Motoyan Papa to Hitsuji-sensei (I can't remember if this one has smut or not)
Pygmalion (longer and smut in the side stories but none in the main)
Ones with smut
Kimi no Tonari de Yurarete
Boku no Omawarisan
Hochichirui Hitoka
Manmaru Douki ni Kuwaretai
Egotists in Glass Houses (finished elsewhere)
Kinda specific but person A is very very affectionate towards person B and tries to make B fall in love with A and although it doesn't work out in the beginning, slowly B falls in love with A but doesn't wanna admit it and by the time B is ready to admit it A gives up thinking it'll never work out between them so B has to win A back
The third ending
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_third_ending/
Already read it
But ty!!!
I'm reminded of this manhwa that I read before. Though I read it 6 or 7 months ago so I forgot most parts of it. Some parts could be different than the one you described...
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/keep_holding_on/
OMG I am also in the mood for this!
Anyways, hope these rec helps~
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/oreshika_shiranai_karada/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/fuck_buddy/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kanshaku_dama_no_love_song/ (kind of??)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/liquor_cigarette/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sex_lies_bussy_wrap_a_hunt_for_the_omega_slayer/ (okay- this one might not be what you are looking for but the angst is REAL! do check this out!)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kocchi_muite_ai/ (kind of??)