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Someone pls give me the most gut wrenching thing to read and preferably short as in under 10ch up over that is fine too
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So I don't consider myself an angst reader so even my most gut wrenching reads may feel soft for you but I'll try to at least give genuinely good reads imo
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hadakeru_kaibutsu/
Preferably after reading the abused pov because I liked that experience better
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haruka_tooki_ie/
This affected me the most because of my religious background... It felt closer to reality and I did not live that well
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/chigireru_kubiwa/
Mostly disgusted... Not necessary sad. Will not elaborate.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_inheritance_of_aroma/
Just check the author OF FUCKING COURSE THAT ENDING WAS THAT. I cannot justify why I liked this uncomfortable read but for me it was well built
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tosca_no_inu/
Not that emotional at all lol... But it's yakuza with standard yakuza backstory... I personally enjoyed reading the chaps in random order
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kakine_to_keidai/
Not the best, kind of uncomfortable read
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ryouki_tekina_kareshi/
Oneshot, fucked up, needs a longer version maybe (eithercase I'd read more chaps on it)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_last_step_on_the_way/
I don't remember much now but I did put it in my "let's appreciate the commitment" list so...
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tasogare_dare/
Copy paste of a comment cuz it was perfect depiction: "I wondered how 2 chapters could solifidy something like amnesia without being too easy. I didn't expect something so deep and so world shattering in just 2 chapters. Shit, that trauma drawn in a few panels was enough to break me. Aaahhhh!"
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/muchi_na_boku_to_waruikoto/
I remember liking and feeling overwhelmed about the depiction of multiple personalities disorder
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/majo_to_neko/
I had a convo with my hallucinatory therapist, ik it's pretty known too
I think that all I can offer, hopefully at least one fits your taste
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Smth similar to "Old-fashioned cupcake"
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Can I Buy Your Love from a Vending Machine? (Everything I've read by her is really cute but this is my favorite)
Practiced Liar
Tonari no Metaller-san
Love Tractor (longer)
Romance ni wa Hodo Tooi
Snow Fairy
Motoyan Papa to Hitsuji-sensei (I can't remember if this one has smut or not)
Pygmalion (longer and smut in the side stories but none in the main)
Ones with smut
Kimi no Tonari de Yurarete
Boku no Omawarisan
Hochichirui Hitoka
Manmaru Douki ni Kuwaretai
Egotists in Glass Houses (finished elsewhere)
A manhwa where they have been together for almost 10 years and the ups and downs of their relationship
Seme has black hair and uke has blonde hair if I remember correctly
Uke is feisty but seme doesn't mind
I think they met in college where they shared a room together
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_most_ordinary_relationship/