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This...this. I am speechless and my heart went through so much while reading this. Heartbreak and then heart mending and just so angsty! I wish Shoujo went to rescue Mistsuro right when the video was sent by Kouchi.
But I understand, it was essential for Kouchi to realize he had lost Mitsuro and Mitsuro to accept his love for Shoujo. Finally, Kouchi had to let go of Mitsuro, even though Kouchi was evil, he really loved Mitsuro in his own way and I could only pity him because he knew his obsession was only destroying Mitsuro and turning him into a shell.
Poor Mitsuro, he was with Kouchi because he was conditioned to believe Shoujo wouldn't want him but when Kouchi asked him to leave, Mitsuro left without looking back at Kouchi but he doubted Shoujo would accept him but Shoujo removed those seeds of doubt with unconditional love and patience.
Mitsuro is was a victim of his own mind, he could have made the right decisions but even in real life, you don't know you made the right or wrong decisions. Similarly, Mitsuro was doing what he believed was right.
My favorite part was where Shoujo lets Mitsuro have the raw sex but then he explains why the raw sex is bad, he knew Mitsuro needed the raw sex because of bad memories. Such an understanding lover. For me the best character was Shoujo, he showed patience, restraint and forgiveness.
*I know, I probably spelt the names wrong. Japanese names are so difficult.
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This update just made my heart hurt more :(
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https://www.instagram.com/p/BkF7670DBDo/ (chapter 32)
https://www.instagram.com/p/BkVjXeVFhYW/ (chapter 33)
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sorry, i can’t find the chapter 4 though... (TДT)
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Seme is the ultimate baby daddy!
And the uke called the seme a sucker...that pissed me off. Such an ungrateful little twat, I hope he learns a lesson cause the seme's so hardworking, and carrying that giant Baymax like teddy bear, so cute.
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They both are using each other to an extent though. Dojin previously didn't really care about what Hyesung wanted, telling him not to abort the child etc despite it being the most logical option. He is showing care for Hyesung in terms of using his wealth, but until the latest raw chapter it doesn't seem to be any emotional connection. Hyesung, well he's not exactly complaining about being treated and pampered, although he is intimated when he finds out Dojin's real origins and is scared that Dojin's high status and wealthy family will discriminate him. The title is "love is an illusion" both characters were forced together due to their alpha/omega instincts and both did not love each other to begin with, so a more constructive and representative discussion is needed than the childish and repetitive "I hate Hyesung' or even worse, when he doesn't even have a name anymore and is just called "the uke ' would be refreshing.
Kirishima looked something hot in that short sleeve black t shirt with those tattoos peeking, and when he dropped the smiled, my heart dropped right along with. I am in love with a fictional character AGAIN.
Honey, me too! ლ(´ڡ`ლ)