Estheria's Favorite

Guys, among Zig's work. This ML is the most redeemable. He will look very fierce, abusive, and violence, but there's solid reason behind it : GRAYSON. Yes that dipshit is the one who made ML like that.

Major spoiler ahead :
Chase/ML was kind boy with empathy and stuff but grayson bullied him since childhood. Later, Chase grew up timid and shy. He doesn't want to have sex with anyone, especially if that person isn't someone he loves. Grayson hated it. He thought ML didn't act like proper hyper alpha (who always horny like pittman from kiss me liar).
Later when Chase was adolescent boy who got his first rut cycle, Chase still didn't want to have sex with random people, he wasn't even erect even though he was in heat. Grayson THOUGHT having a DOG to be his brother rut partner was a good idea. This is very disturbing. So I'll just reveal it here. No. There's no bestiality.
But when Chase woke up, there's Grayson and their dog, so Grayson LIED AND TOLD HIM Chase had sex with a dog. Because hole is just a hole its the same between omega and a dog.
For timid young mind Chase this was shocking. Since then Chase has extreme fear towards dog and became super violence. Grayson always dragged Chase to orgy party in his rut, but as always Chase CAN'T have sex with random so he really can't. To remove build up pheromone, once a month Chase had to go to hospital to remove it artificially using syringe and stuff.

5 years ago, our MC, Josh, who was a playboy and dated women exclusively, fell for Chase's face and decided to slept with Chase when he was in rut. Chase marked him, but Josh didn't mark Chase. Josh got pregnant and stopped dating women, ge given birth and raised his child. Josh is known as beta because omega has limited work field. And because Josh been marked, he doesn't react to pheromone of any other alpha which is very good disguise as a beta.

Josh is a strong uke. He brawl with Chase. If Chase hit him, Josh will hit him back. Chase is taller about 10cm (in book), but Josh is stronger. Josh is very very handsome. Even Chase thought Josh is unnecessarily handsome for a bodyguard.

Btw, Chase memory is blur about his rut with Josh, but Josh appears in his dream, he just wasn't sure. He realized he spent the night with someone but no one came forward to him claiming they slept together, it made Chase thought "Did I fuck a dog?".
Tbh, Chase and this dog stuff is pitiful. Imagine you're in adolescent and your brother told you you just fucked a dog.

I just need to put this out because I don't want people to drop this series because they might have misunderstanding that seme had bestiality.

Chase is super cute. Josh is his first partner, first love, first kiss, first sex and everything.

His violence behavior is intolerable actually, but I pity him because of that fucked up lie that made him like this.

Anyway, josh and chase will kinda dating secretly behind everyone 50℅ of the story. If you want kid story, there will be little. Because when Josh works, he left home and his kid behind to his mom. I think the kid story is only 5-10℅ but he is a cute kid, he called Chase papa.

i’m so confused what’s happening can anyone who read the novel spoil me on how they fall inlove and if ml is a green flag

doesnt the seme have a bf already

For those who don't know, this mf is his brother Grayson, who gaslighted him into believing that he slept with dogs during his rut. He will force Chase to go to an orgy (Chase will not sleep with anyone, because he's traumatised and has and will only ever sleep with Josh), and apparently this is the same orgy where Keith was and where the uke for KML was almost graped. I think Chase will take so much rut inhibitor, that he will be quite sick.

Grayson is literally a whore like Keith, and has slept with one of his exes. I can't believe, after writing a story like this one, where the seme actually gets redeemed and is not a grapist and cheater, that the author will write a story about this fuckface and his romance with this guy called dane from KML. Bro literally abused his brother to extreme levels just for his own entertainment.

how does chase even find out he has a son with josh?

1. Chase is just traumatized from his family who doesn't seem to act like a normal human being. He's very sensitive and empathetic person and he's just wronged bc of the environment he grew up with.

2. He's in fact a virgin. Josh popped his cherry the day that Pete was created.

3. Josh is a fucking badass — I need to blink twice of why he isn't an Alpha at this point.

4. Chase is a maiden through and through. He gets jealous immediately but in a cute way coz he's pouting afterwards. He cannot express himself vocally due to his trauma.

5. Grayson is a mfking spawn of a devil brother. He tricked Chase into thinking that whenever he's in rut, Chase fvks a d0g since a h0le is a h0le but in reality, they're just injecting Chase to pass out and doesn't remembered what happened afterwards. Hence, Chase believed Grayson, had a phobia against d0gs, and basically, traumatized to the core.

6. Josh proposed to Chase first.

7. Henry is into Isaac and Isaac is into Josh and I think Seth likes Emma(?).

8. FEM CHASE WITH RED LIPSTICK?!?!? (he cross dressed for a film)

(づ￣ ³￣)づ That's all!

After reading the novel and the side stories, I am scared to admit that I can no longer read bls with promiscuous alpha semes. I literally cannot do it.


You guys won't believe it now, but Chase is so freaking sweetttttt. Like on one hand, you have Keith who sleeps with everything in sight, and is still a dick and literally clinically insane, and then you have Chase who literally has only slept with Josh, and takes meds for his ruts (which is why he has gone insane), was initially really scared that he raped Josh when he found out that he was the omega that he slept with, was extremely relieved when he heard that he didn't assault him (the bar is in hell with consent in bls), cried and begged Josh to be with him when he misunderstood and thought that Josh had a female parter with which he had a child, AND he really wanted to be close with Pete, and was really really sad that he missed out on the opportunity to support Josh while he was pregnant and also missed out on seeing Pete being born and grow and taking care of him when he was a baby and Josh had sleepless nights. Bro literally passed out because he wanted to be close with Pete and didn't want to break his heart, and persevered to go to a pet shop where there were a lot of puppies ( he is scared of dogs because his brother Grayson convinced him that he slept with a dog during his rut, which he obviously didn't). He got so overwhelmed that he fainted, but he still wanted Pete to be happy so he was willing to get a puppy for him, but Pete understood that he can be happy without a puppy, because his dad is scared of them. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I hope the manhwa does this story justice.

bro wat do u mean he did it with a dog when he was young ??

I dropped this BL a while ago after they started having their first complications. Can someone tell me what’s going on now?

Omgg, I saw some of the comments said joohwan and sihyun is still a virgin, but why does it seem like they are not?? can someone confirm it for me if theyre both virgin or not.. ╥﹏╥

Sihyun, pointing at Joohwan: manwhore
Joohwan, pointing back at Sihyun: slut
Reality: inexperienced virgins finally having their first time and it’s a total freak fest.

I decided to reread and ong these two shaped their own palettes. Jh ain't got no bitch cuz he keeps lusting after Sh. Sh is a goddamn masochist freak because their motel experience and he's been hung ever since. He keeps moping about Jh being his first experience and it being stuck with him since, all the while Jh thinks his m-tendencies and tongue piercings comes from his slutty experiences. Like y'all literally did this to each other and then pointed fingers at each other on unfounded scanarios. Their ridiculous assumptions about each other stems from their shared singular brain cell lmao.

Now, on serious note, I think there will be some angst/tension in future based on the sprinkling of Sh's backstory with his mother being a mistress and this whole "you won't get caught by your partner" thing. Technically Sh is a willing affair partner and Jh is a willing cheating partner, so that's another layer of drama to unravel, alongside undoing Sh's emo feelings about a bad apple. There's just so much to unpack about Sh, babes needs therapy, not freak sex lol. The comedic vibes of this story eases me a bit though so hopefully it won't be too bad.

But who knows, I'm thinking about a lot of things, hope it stays interesting!

Can someone explain the history they have with each other I’m so lost

Wait... WHAT?


Did I read it wrong or was Joohwan a virgin?

ps: Nothing wrong with it (I'm also a virgin lol), but it honestly surprises me

WAIT AM I SEEING IT WRONG?? THE COVER IS SO GAY BUT IT'S NOT EVEN SHONEN AI???

Y'all, is Chase a playboy? I mean, does he sleep around with peoplee or no