10 years where I loved you the most
Okay. Jiang is a jerk, but I didn't even get close to crying over this one, even though I cry so easily. I don't know exactly why. Maybe it's because it's written and told in a way that doesn't let you get to know the characters, or because it doesn't convey the emotions very well, or maybe it's because all the cards are already open on the table from the start and there are no shocks until the very end. I find the mc bland and kind of pathetic. Why does he not even try to live? I get wanting to die and there being reasons but show them to me. Make me understand and feel exactly what the character is going through that makes them make such decisions. Nothing forces me to imagine the pain and loneliness that this mc supposedly goes through. The concept is sad, and it could definitely be a good tearjerker if executed properly, but this one just annoyed me. No personality, no reasons, just tears. I wanted something that would tear my heart apart, not something that'd just tug at my brain and annoy me.
P.S. Jiang can go fuck himself with his self pity and sudden switch of attitude. Like dude, how can you go from, 'stop being dramatic', to, 'I'm so shook I'm gonna die'? Grow tf up you amoeba.
The Devilish Duke Can't Sleep