If I may, it appears that after reading the last chapter of season 1, the blond guy, Seme, was looking for doesn't actually exist. However, he still finds it difficult to move on because the blond illusion guy served as his savior when he was younger, which instilled in him a strong will to survive all these years, am I correct? One question though from the raws, did seme sleep with other ppl or just met them bcs he and ijun broken up (?) ?
Did seme here really cheats on uke? Need spoilers from the novel ~
My memories a bit foggy but seme and uke didnt think uke could get pregnant cause hes messed up from all the illegal suppressants he took. However, during an alphas rut theres nearly 100% of pregnancy so when they sleep together during semes rut uke gets pregnant. Before they can find out uke is pregnant seme is pressured into getting engaged to someone else by his father. Uke is distraught and attempts to end himself(just to hurt seme) and seme finds him bleeding out in the bathtub (seme ends up missing the engagement party as well). While in hopsital seme finds out uke is pregnant but uke despite being awake is completely unresponsive and refuses to speak to anyone. Semes sister(ukes mum) end up taking uke away from seme while uke was in hospital but seme couldnt do anything cause he didnt have any power. Uke ends up being put into the facility we see at the beginning where he gives birth to his child and his condition deteriorates cause ukes mum literally said he doesnt need any special treatment just suppressents so by the time seme comes (4 years later) after he gets power in the company (suppresses his sister and father) he finds uke completely delusional. (he found his kid 2 years earlier than uke and the child stayed with a wet nurse)
Well, that's a LOT. I kinda expected some of these like the child is the uke and seme's son and the facility is a mental hospital, but the drama tho lol. I feel bad for the uke. The uke deserve better. Better treatment, better environment and better companion. Like the seme is kinda asshole and a walking red flag
I'm enjoying the story so far, and while it may have some cliches, it remains entertaining with acceptable character reasoning. There are no misunderstandings, which is plus points. Overall, everything is great, but my only issue is the constant repetition of phrases like "she changed," "she's different," and "she's not like the past." (makes sense since is a different person after all) It was bearable in the first chapters, but it becomes quite annoying when they keep saying it in every chapter for no reason. On the bright side, I'm happy that her escort/knight sees her the same way even though she's really different and chooses to believe in her. I'll continue reading since I like the direction the story is taking and the characters. However, I hope they focus more on other aspects of the novel rather than repeating the same thing over and over again. Nonetheless, I still recommend the story.
I don't understand why there's so much hate on the art style. It's actually fine and refreshing, with explainable visuals that are elegantly beautiful. I especially liked the male lead's art style, he doesn't have a weird jawline and is not the usual pretty hot male lead. Instead, he's quite chubby and common, but still handsome. The female lead's art style is versatile, as it can be both villainous and elegant, which I find impressive.
Fl is getting prettier as chapters went on
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