Maybe it’s because i binge read this while being tired, but for me I never realized when Soohyun‘s acts for revenge turned into acts of affection. Like at what point does he get feelings for Eunsung. I might have looked over some points, because at the end of the story it’s clear they love eachother, but the development leading up to this point was vague for me.. Can anyone explain?
He was always in loved with him but he mistook those feelings for inferiority. If you read closely you can see Soohyun is actually a unreliable narrator (like the idea that Eunsung was just as messed up and manipulative as him, which is not true) He was obsessed with Eunsung, at first he only wanted to beat him but he slowly started to stalk him, buying the same things he did, sitting with him When he comes across the news abt Eunsung he thinks that he wish he was the one that bringed that side of him out and starts obsessing over him again to the point he changes careers just to be able to get close to him and his whole scheme of getting revenge "for him" was only bc he wanted to be the only one to see Eunsung being "ruined" and the old man took that way from him
Let's just say in his own twisted way he always wanted to be the closest to Eunsung and have him all to himself, as the story progresses Eunsung starts to develop feelings for him too. Tbh I think their relationship develop in such a smooth way that there's not rlly an exact moment where he changes, it's just a gradual thing
He was always in loved with him but he mistook those feelings for inferiority. If you read closely you can see Soohyun is actually a unreliable narrator (like the idea that Eunsung was just as messed up and man... Mioro
Ah I see, thanks for your reply! Definitly going to reread this, but carefully this time :))
He did mention and realize that getting revenge on eunsung would have been just a short lived satisfaction more like an act of seeking his attention. And that from the beginning all he really wated was to be next to him
Maybe it’s because i binge read this while being tired, but for me I never realized when Soohyun‘s acts for revenge turned into acts of affection. Like at what point does he get feelings for Eunsung. I might have looked over some points, because at the end of the story it’s clear they love eachother, but the development leading up to this point was vague for me.. Can anyone explain?
He was always in loved with him but he mistook those feelings for inferiority. If you read closely you can see Soohyun is actually a unreliable narrator (like the idea that Eunsung was just as messed up and manipulative as him, which is not true)
He was obsessed with Eunsung, at first he only wanted to beat him but he slowly started to stalk him, buying the same things he did, sitting with him
When he comes across the news abt Eunsung he thinks that he wish he was the one that bringed that side of him out and starts obsessing over him again to the point he changes careers just to be able to get close to him and his whole scheme of getting revenge "for him" was only bc he wanted to be the only one to see Eunsung being "ruined" and the old man took that way from him
Let's just say in his own twisted way he always wanted to be the closest to Eunsung and have him all to himself, as the story progresses Eunsung starts to develop feelings for him too. Tbh I think their relationship develop in such a smooth way that there's not rlly an exact moment where he changes, it's just a gradual thing
Ah I see, thanks for your reply! Definitly going to reread this, but carefully this time :))
He did mention and realize that getting revenge on eunsung would have been just a short lived satisfaction more like an act of seeking his attention. And that from the beginning all he really wated was to be next to him