This chapter broke my heart :(
Kyungsoo's telling Donghyuk he knew that he could never get away from Yul. Donghyuk asks him what is he talking about, that their going to be together for a lifetime he knows that their going to last. Kyungsoo yells at him that he's not going to stay and that he wants to be with Yul "I want to be with him". Donghyuk asks him again of what is he talking about and didn't he say that he didn't want to go back with that bastard. That's when Kyungsoo says " I want more of Yul, I feel good when I have sex with Yul, Donghyuk" (I wanted slap Kyungsoo so badly) and tells him to just let him go. Donghyuk starts to cry saying " I said I loved you and you even confessed to me saying that you liked me" Kyungsoo tells him that because Yul wasn't there and he had no one to talk to and it was a coincidence that he saw Donghyuk. "Just go back to how it was when I was gone" that leaves Donghyuk heart broken and Kyungsoo gets up and grabs his shirt and is in his way out of his room when Donghyuk grabs him and throw each other on the bed. At the same time Donghyuk's sister just came home and I'm guessing is drunk because she comes in screaming that why isn't Donghyuk welcoming her home and is going up the stairs. Donghyuk tells Kyungsoo to just stay and lifts up his legs and penetrates him and his sister is outside the door asking if he's asleep and that is he that lazy and leaves and before she came Kyungsoo was calling Donghyuk's name to stop cause his sister was outside but he just penetrated him again. Donghyuk rapes Kyungsoo and tells him "I want to live life like this forever" " I'll never break up with you" "with that bastard still out there, you will never escape from me" and outside where Kyungsoo and Donghyuk are, Yul is outside with his 2 other buddies waiting outside Donghyuks house and that's the end of chapter 63.
So thanks to Kyungsoo he turned our favorite innocent and cute Donghyuk into a obsessed person like Yul. I understand that he wants to protect Donghyuk but at the end it backfired on him and he just doesn't know how much Donghyuk had to go through just for Kyungsoo, I mean Donghyuk witnessed his lover get raped and then get his heart broken and then had to face Yul, the person that had him get beaten up and took away his lover , to get Kyungsoo back and Kyungsoo doesn't seem to realize how much Donghyuk loves him. I'm done for now so like I usually say at the end of all my summaries- see you next week ヾ(☆▽☆)
Wow, you're quick!! Bless your heart for this new review, but it's so fu#&*d up!!! Despite everything that happened till chapter 63, I had high hopes the manga will have a happy ending. But after your review, I just can't imagine a nice end anymore, it's way-way too sick for that :(
The manhua*
I wish I could say I hadn't expected this.
Thank you for the summary!
If there's any other chapter you guys need help understanding I'm willing to summarize it ^_^
Thanks for the summary
What the hell yeongsu u lied to him back then to and left him broken and now he is doing that crap again... why can’t be he honest with him same like he is with yeongsu he is creating another yul by his half assed love games.... i am really pissed at yeongsu right now....
I kinda saw this coming when Donghyuk learned he had a sadistic side. Gyeongsu just attracts crazy possessive guys like a magnet, or somehow magically converts any man he touches into one.I imagine we'll be seeing more of Glasses too.
Gyeongsu thinks that as long as Donghyuk is with him, Donghyuk will be in danger from the crazy brothers. Donghyuk apparently sees right through that but seems to have become the kind of man he wanted to protect Gyeongsu from.
Manhwa (Korean) ^^ (Manhua is Chinese) I also get it messed up often xD
Pfff, thank you! I had no idea there's a difference between these 2. I just used 'manhua' because is the exact transcription of the Romanian pronunciation. The worst part for me is that I still refer to manhwa as 'manga'.. I just can't get used to the word, despite liking manhwas way more :))
Same. I'm so used using the word Manga. Basically they mean the same thing
╮(￣▽￣)╭ But the majority is doing it. So if I dunno if it's Manhua or Manhwa I justcall it Webtoon xD (unless it's not in full colour)
* just call
Thank you <3
Can you please tell me what Yul's brother told Kyungsoo in chapter 46? ♡
I think that when all the magic happened...
The Big Bro(Geon) reveals what Yul told him, He knew Geon would rape Kyungsoo big time and that thanks to him Kyungsoo wanted to be with Yul again as He is now seen as the lesser evil...
Basically the Great Rape Siesta was Yul's plan all along to make the MC attached to him again... not that He cared on how much damage & suffering that will actually cause to the poor guy...
Yul is sick and incapable of loving anyone!! He is a sociopath of the highest level, If He were into killing instead of raping He'll be more succesful than Sangwoo & Johan toghether.
Best!
For those who didn't understand what was going on be GRATEFUL trust me this chapter will trigger you and I'm not the type who gets triggered easily.
Donghyuk tells Kyungsoo to come in and that his sister is out with her friends so she won't be back for a few days and while his back is facing Kyungsoo he starts shaking. Kyungsoo grabs his hands and tells him why he is shaking and Donghyuk tells him he doesn't know and thought that he had a lot to say and starts kissing Kyungsoo's hand. A scene of Yule shows looking mad and he takes out a phone and says "it's me" "what I said before, let's pull it off, yeah right now" (he just doesn't know when to quit) we see a little montage of Donghyuk and Kyungsoo taking a bath together and eating and their both on the bed and Donghyuk is telling him what he said to Yul like how how he told him to try and that he wouldn't get beaten like last time and that Kyungsoo should have seen the look on the bastard face when Kyungsoo gets on top of him and kisses him and takes off his pants and hugs him. There both having sex and Donghyuk tells him he loves him so much. He wakes up to see Kyungsoo awake and sitting in the bed and tells him "im sorry you had to see Yul to get to me" I'm sorry I have to tell you something rough" "in sorry I always make you look tired and you were the type to smile and laugh""I'm sorry I confessed to you" and that angers Donghyuk and that's when Kyungsoo says "I'm going to go back to Yul" and Donghyuk says what and that's the end of chapter 62.
Seriously though If Kyungsoo leaves Donghyuk again it's just going leave him heart broken like last time and if Kyungsoo does go back to Yul, he's going to be sent to the mental hospital cause remember his brother told him even once if he sees him the rest of his life he'll be in the hospital. I never gotten mad reading this manhwa but this chapter seriously triggered me >:o . Well that's enough for me today I'll be back next week for the next chapter summary also if you guys don't know the author made a side story of Yules brother if anyone interested in reading it I'll leave the link below. See you next week ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
https://m.blog.naver.com/PostView.nhn?blogId=ggnj&logNo=221107096116&proxyReferer= https://t.co/pwmW9Vpcao
Is Kyungsoo an idiot? He and Donghyuk are so f-ing adorable together. They are both so f- ing happy! Ga! Maybe he can't deal with the fact that Donghyuk is willing to fight and get hurt for him but come on, that's what you do when you love someone. I really hope Donghyuk can talk some sense into Kyungsoo because this is just getting stupid. You are both good for each other! Stop trying to screw it up, that's Yule's job.
KYUNGSOO WHYYYYY?!
Thank you for the summary! Looking forward to hearing from you with the next chapter (⌒▽⌒)
gonna wait for ur next summarization.
im looking forward as to where or who he will end up with.
was hoping for kyungsoo and hyuk
at the same time for yul and kyungsoo
am i insane???
im honestly after seeing the the last 62 chaps im so down and depressed right now.
i dunno why..
-oh yeah sorry for the wrong grammar.. just try to understand it
I knew something was off when i was checking the raws.. oh well, idk what to think anymore. I'm sure Kyungsoo has his reasons/probably still want's to protect Donghyuk but at this point i think he's causing him more harm than good by doing this, since poor Donghyuk probably takes it as rejection everytime Kyungsoo leaves him.
thanks for the summary ^^ and I though it will be finally a happy ending but I think Kyungsoo is just afraid of Yul that he won’t stop and he will hurt Donghyuk somehow but still it so frustrating
Of course he wants to go back! He knows the guy is a fucking psycho, and the one who's trying to help him is also a fucking psycho that raped him constantly (Geon). Kyung Soo loves Donghyuk, and I think he seriously thinks that's the only way to protect him. Remember that episode when after Geon spanked him and raped him the sister came by with a security guard and forced him to go back? Well, let's say Kyung Soo sees no way out. Someone please kill all the Choi family!!!
Totally agree all them are trash even the mc is so dump he could hold a gun or some tool to protect him but get rape over and over wander if he will be happy hope he reject the ex jerk and be cold to him. (づ￣ ³￣)づ
So apparently the author posted a side story on naver (it's like fb but more popular over there) and it's about the brother the series is called Hogu M and unfortunately the art is like sketch and it's in black and white. A little spoiler alert the story is about the brother and his ex (I guess) and in high school or middle school the brother showed him bondage (tied the guys hands up). Also I don't know if this is considered canon or not cause when she posted it she said she likes to do different stuff for fun but for those who read Hogu Hagyeongsu raw know that this series is about to end (supposedly in the winter time as the author said) and the author posted a cover of the brother and the ex colored saying "I have to serialize it" so there's a possibility that wants Hogu Hagyeongsu ends she might start a new series this time focused on the brother. I guess it's good news for those readers who like Yules older brother and want to know more about him, I'll post the link of the side story and the picture she made. I just wanted to let you guys know
https://m.blog.naver.com/PostView.nhn?blogId=ggnj&logNo=221107096116&proxyReferer= https://t.co/pwmW9Vpcao <- that's the story
https://mobile.twitter.com/hhsis2/status/913613298846666754
Thankss for the info
I buy the chapters on the Korean site just incase some of you ask how I saw the raws if there not on bamtoki yet , my ass is to impatient to wait so I just buy them,
Chapter 60- Yule tells Donghyuk that him and Kyungsoo aren't meant to be and that he shouldn't get into his and Kyungsoo's business. Donghyuk tells him Kyungsoo ran away from him because of the violence and rape and he was tired being with a "stinking bastard like you". That upsets Yule and gets him angry. Geon tells Kyungsoo that he'll help him escape from Yule and from the sister and has a flashback when Yule told him that those 5 days he left he knew he was going to fall in love with Kyungsoo. Geon tells Kyungsoo not to worry about him (when he was touching his face) , that he's not interested in doing those "things" to him again. Before big bro is about to leave he tells Kyungsoo "did you think I was going to help you without compensation?" "I know how you can pay me back" and kisses Kyungsoo in the lips and pats his head and tells him goodbye (to clarify it means he fell in love with Kyungsoo) and back to Donghyuk, Yule tells him he's going to kill him and Donghyuk tells him "try I won't get beaten like before " when 2 cars pull up and like the bodyguards come out and tell Yule that the master is looking for him.
Chapter 61- they take Yule away and one of the body guards tell Donghyuk the address of Yule and leaves. While Kyungsoo opens the door infront of him is Donghyuk out of breath (looks like he was running) and smiles to him. While in the family's mansion the sister iyeon ( I think?) is yelling at Geon telling him why he took Yule home and Geon tells Yule that he's going to put him in a mental hospital and asks "do you have someone special to you, brother?" And he would rot in the hospital while Kyungsoo lives happily outside with another guy. Yule asks hims "live happily with another guy?" And Geon responds with "I sent someone who could give the most comfort to Kyungsoo, he should be with him right now" and Yule looks shocked (cause he knows it Donghyuk) " yeah he knows how to do that" - that's what Geon says "that's no fun" " if you don't meet with Kyungsoo , then I won't send you but if you meet up with him even once, you'll end up in the hospital the rest of your life so you have to make good choices" Yule face is idk if it's like a mad or unemotional face ( I think it's unemotional cause I remember the sister telling Kyungsoo that Yule finally started behaving and acting like a normal person when he's with Kyungsoo, so I'm guessing because he's no longer going to be with him, he's going to go back to his usual self) and says "I should have killed him too" ( when he said that I thought about that phrase if I can't you have then nobody can, am I the only one?) then leaves and his brother yelling at him to make good choices and that's the end of that chapter.
And here we all thought the older brother was an asshole (still is) but at the end he's the reason why Kyungsoo and Donghyuk are together and hopefully Yule doesn't try anything. Also don't worry if you think next weeks chapter is the last one, I checked the authors twitter and she said even though the chapters atmosphere feels like it's going to end there's still more chapters to be uploaded and I remember she posted that she plans on ending the series in the winter so yeah that's about it. Oh and next weeks chapter I'll post a summary about it for those who might not understand it which will be next Thursday cause that's when it gets updated for me.
bless your soul for this my dude!!!
I'm a girl but okay then (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Wow... And here I thought the story wasn't gonna go anywhere
You're an angel on earth, Mizu! :X Thank you so much!!
Thankyou sooooo much
Thank youuu so much for this :x
Bless you... Write all this to us, thank you
Bless you, sweet goddess.
I buy them too on Lezhin, even though I have no idea what they're saying lol. I do occasionally use Google Image Translate to try and figure it out but the translations are a bit... variable in quality. Thanks for this summary. I kind of gathered what was going on but it's nice to know the whole story.
Still can't forgive Geon. The things he did to that poor kid... freeing him and "falling in love" doesn't erase all that. He tortured him.
Thank you so much for these summaries!
Mizu you are an angel!!!
Spoiler alert
1. What was Yul telling his sister? I got something like " guys not like that" but google translate gets some words but not a lot
2. What did Gyeongsoo tell Dong Hyuk at the end that had Donghyuk shocked?
I want to know as well. I use the google translation for reading it and i don't know what i understand is correct or not. :( hopefully someone will tell us about what happen in Ch.53
For my understanding(use google translate, it may be not correct)
In ch. 53 ,I feel like uke has some guilty feeling and happiness at the same time while he has sex with Mr.Beef. This is what I know.*cry*
I really want Uke to be together with Mr.Beef but it looked like he may have the feeling for Yul and he may be ended up with Yul as well because the episodes between Uke and Yui for living together is sooooo long while Mr. Beef is appeared only 10 or more episodes (I always want Mr. Beef and finally he shows up!!)
Also, I feel like Uke can tolerate to live with Yul because he still loves Yul(in his deep feeling). As you can see, he gets rape by Yul's bro many times and he doesn't try to escape(or maybe I don't know about the reason for not escaping, if anyone know please tell me) but when he knows the truth that it's Yul's plan, he goes out and don't want to answer the texts from Yul because Yul hurts his feeling and then he meets Mr. Beef ,so he goes along with Mr. Beef.
I think he has sex because he feels guilty with Mr.Beef who is still love him and can't forget about him and his emotion is unstable too.
However, I can't read the Korean so I just see the picture and use google to translate only some sentence in the episode (it's hard to type you know *cry*).
So, hopefully someone will tell me what's happen or correct me if I misunderstand it! Thank you
omg pls be with the beef guy T_T even though i like yul to be the seme but i don't gyeong su to suffer anymore
Someone said that (G) doesnt try escape when Yul's brother raped him because he's
poor and dont have other places to go, beside Yul threaten (G) to live with him.
Nahh I dont even think (G) will tolerate to live with Yul for the 2nd time lol.
Hopes someone will translate this sooonnnnn asap! Dying to know whats going to happen. Please writer, pls (G) end up with Mr.Beef.
translation spoilers
sister: what? lately gyeong Su hasn't been home? How many days has it been?
The last time you made him cry, I found it a bit peculiar. There's no need to guess, I already know it's obviously your fault again. I don't know why but it's so complicated. If gyeong Su was my younger Brother, I would have long ago buried in cement and flung that crazy person into the sea. For gyeong Su, it'll be good if you just take care of him forever.
On the phone: ah ! Yes it's me. Are you busy? Help me find someone.
Yul: Don't do anything. No matter how you use your brain, no matter what methods you use, you will always end up fighting with that guy. I also do not know what to do.
sister: Crazy
Yul: End the phone call. I'll personally go find him.
what happened at the end is gyeong Su feels like their relationship is too perfect and happy and like his previous relationship with yul, he will get betrayed. Essentially, he has trust issues. So at that moment he decides to tell beef bowl guy that he's living with yul
Beef bowl guy is like, " Yul?? That guy who molested you in front of me??"
Thank you so much I was having a hard time trying to understand itヾ(☆▽☆)
Kyungsoo dreams of a memory of how Yule told him he witnessed his mothers death " when I was a kid, I saw the most precious thing break in front me, it was shocking to my young mind" I can't interpret what they were talking about in the beginning I can only get "if you like something can you easily throw it away?". After Yul tells him something he gives Kyungsoo that anxious look and wakes up. He hears a cellphone ring and checks his phone and it's a text from Yul telling him to "come outside" he checks out the window and sees Yul and his two buddies in front of the house. Donghyuk walks in and asks him "what's wrong your face it looks pale, who were you talking to?" And reaches to get his phone and Kyungsoo kisses him and it leads to sex and Kyungsoo hides the phone under a pillow. Kyungsoo and Donghyuk are having sex and start kissing when Donghyuk's sadistic side look appears and while making out with Kyungsoo he reaches for his phone under the pillow and starts thrusting into Kyungsoo at the same time looking through his phone and Kyungsoo doesn't know he's doing this. The scene changes to Donghyuk staring at a knife with the anxious look like Yul's. Kyungsoo is staring out the window wondering if Yul is gone and remembering how Yul told him to behave and if he behaved good he wouldn't do anything to Donghyuk. Again Donghyuk walks in and asks him why he keeps looking outside the window and does he want to go with that "bastard". Kyungsoo acts dumbfounded (idk if he was acting or just didn't remembered) Donghyuk tells him "you told me , I love choi Yul and I want to go back to him" again Kyungsoo is dumbfounded and Donghyuk asks him "do you want to go out with me we can go out and eat and watch something fun, let's have fun, please don't refuse me please" and it ends there.
I can't really understand the beginning with Yul and Kyungsoo's conversation because I don't understand whether he witnessed his mom lose her balance and he reached out his hand and said "mother?" and his mom yelled his name and then there's the image of his hand and her hand reaching for each other or if Yul did push his mom and she screamed his name like saying why did you do that and because he says something like " Later I slowly thought, there's nothing wrong with that" but I could be wrong so if anyone knows what there conversation was about please let me know and thanks. Lastly the author said that theres a little bit of chapters left until the finale. And that's it for me (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
So Donghyuk is basically holding Kyungsoo captive at the moment, same way Yul used to? The knife scene with Donghyuk looked really scary tho.. i know he loves Kyungsoo and that he would be willing to help him out with anything, if he only could, but go as far as killing somebody for somebody elses sake?... and 3 guys at the same time?.. like if anything like that happens then we're really not gonna see a happy ending since he's either gonna get locked up or get hurt/killed himself. Like even if this whole situation with Yul could be avoided somehow, i see a less and less likely possibility of Kyungsoo repairing his “relationship” with Donghyuk, after that rape scene and their weird dynamic at the moment :/.. Donghyuk is clearly not happy with Kyungsoo lying to his face and suddenly kissing him and showing him affection, after everything he has said the previous night but i would still prefer Kyungsoo and Donghyuk working it out somehow and going back to how they used to be at the beginning, than Kyungsoo suddenly ending up with Yul, after everything he has put Kyungsoo thought for like 60 chapters lol..
Yeah he pretty much is holding Kyungsoo captive like Yul used to. I don't blame him though cause Kyungsoo has caused a lot of pain for Donghyuk like in the beginning of the series, Donghyuk had seriously fallen in love with Kyungsoo but he left him for Yul so he could protect him and that made Donghyuk sleep with guys that looked similar to Kyungsoo with pale skin and a light hair color and when Donghyuk finally got Kyungsoo back from Yul, he had to confront the person who took away his lover 2 times only for Kyungsoo to lie to him saying that he likes having sex with Yul and hurting him again. I have a feeling Kyungsoo and Yul might not end together cause remember his brother said if Yul ever meets with Kyungsoo again he'll send Yul to the mental hospital for the rest of his life.
Yes, this is specifically what I came here to find. I wonder if he was contemplating using the knife on Gyongsu or hunting down Yul.
Thank you for the summary