Ginhiji is cannon's feed

Ugh

It is getting annoying and I read two more raw chaps and he hasn't told him the truth instead he's doing some stupid shit . Like death isn't sth abnormal and rare . U can fucking tell him the truth he's not gonna kill himself. Also i want my old man back . I want the story the way it was . Sorry for nagging too much . It's bc i really liked this manhua...