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Ok, so this manga has a weird start indeed but idk i feel like i like this weird plot and i can understand it a little bit. So Hao did a horrible thing when he raped his mentor's lover ,but i think he did that because to him that was the worst thing that could happen to someone, but then he actually triggered his past trauma and started to realize what he had done basically. His mentor's lover took him in and accepted all of that because he felt really guilty and because Hao reminded him of his lover and he knew Hao was extremely important to his lover. Idk why , but in my mind, all of his makes sense . Maybe there is something wrong with my brain ┗( T﹏T )┛