This was really hard for me to read ,emotionally, because I deal with constant stress and anxiety and I make decisions impulsively and I also have anger issues and parents issues, and even though my life is better then a lot of people's lives and I know it, sometimes it's just so hard. It's hard to make friends and to stay connected with them. The story of mc and his friend was so heartbreaking and I couldn't stop crying fir like 20 minutes or so ,because recently I've gone through something similar. This close friend I had stopped talking to me after a misunderstanding and she didn't even let me explain the situation, she just blocked me everywhere and started ignoring me. We shared the same traumas because of our dads.They both cheated on our mothers and made their and our lives miserable . We are both big sisters with a lot of responsibilities and I really tried to get close to her and we were pretty close but one day she started bad mouthing my best friend and I tried to gently tell her not to, after that there was a really big misunderstanding and that was it. The story started ok, but as it went it became really complex and sometimes I hated mc because he reminded me of myself and sometimes I hate myself. I just hope until I am 26 I can resolve my problems like mc. It gives me hope that I can too become my own person and stop being controlled by my parents. Maybe I can become at ease with others without being careful evwn on how to breathe or blink. I feel like I am constantly watched and judged for simply existing. It's exhausting, because I am also aware of every change of mood in a room with people. Sorry for rambling, I know probably no one will read this long text but something I hope someone will pay attention to my text even if it's long and boring. Have a great day strangers! (/TДT)/
learning confidence and to love oneself is a hard journey and sometimes feels almost impossible. even now i’m still learning to love myself but taking it one step at a time day by day is just another moment of self improvement. just remember to always give yourself a moment to breathe. open a window at midnight and stand there just you and the night in your own moment of silence its surprisingly calming and feels like a reset. always remember you’re awesome for even thinking of improving for yourself a lot of people don’t. you really are stronger than you think. good luck !! i’m really rooting for you !!
- a stranger on the internet
I just finished reading this and I'm not gonna lie, the seme is a red flag. I mean ,when the uke said stop and even begged him,but he still continued even after uke was unconscious, it was a major red flag. CONSENT!!! This is what missed between them. The uke likes the twink and obviously fucks seme ro protect the twink, and seme knows it , so why did seme think that fucking uke was a good way to get closer to him even after he saw how disgusted uke was. He literally vomited. It's only starting to look good now because, by miracle, seme learned what self control means, wow(in a sarcastic tone). Well this is just my opinion anyway. Bye
Idk man, this started well so i had hopes for it but seme it's just becoming stranger with each chapter. Bitch you knew him since he was a baby and you just decided that it's ok to fuck him? Why not help him? Nooo, you want to give him to your father after you've fucked him up! The psychiatric was really strange, the teacher was a piece of shit, and the guards just drank something shady from someone they don't really know while they were supposed to supervise uke. Everyone in this manhwa is just a piece of shit. No one wants to help uke and he is all alone with the snakes. When he strats to trust someone a little bit this person ends up being shit and destroy him even more. Idk how he is sane anymore. I want to rescue him fr. But now he ends up falling for the piece if shit seme who fucking raped him while he was drunk and now want to fuck him after he was fucking assaulted! (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
I need to calm down man, but it's just too much. I think i will drop thus for now but i will come back eventually to see how things are going with the fucking ni morals seme and dumb uke(i call him dumb becausehe startsfallingin love with seme but it's probably just Stockholm syndrome ╥﹏╥)











Every time I reread this I get really sick (idk why) or something happens and I finish reading it after weeks, but this time nothing happened and I actually read it in only 2 days. I'm honestly surprised and I feel like it's not completed ( ̄∇ ̄"), but it's really good and it's a manhwa I come back to every time I need a pause from all the red flags and graping.