
So today I wanted to torture and punish myself because I have been reading super good manhwas in the past few days and I'm finding it hard to read average ones. Then a very not so brilliant idea popped into my head. Find a manhwa full of trashy characters and plot that would make me pull all of my hairs out of frustration and regret. So here I am successfully fulfilling my mission. Now at least my standard for a good story have become so low any story without rape will become a masterpiece. No need for a good plot just something without violence or abuse.

Ugh! I really can't stand this style of writing. Feeding so many issues and showing too many new characters without addressing a previous conflict. Like can you please first resolve the issue where he doesn't remember what happened that night? It would've been so fun if the story focused on that first. What with all the teasing and stuff. I can't also feel the MC having a crush on ML like if you have liked the person that long surely there's some desperation there but there's none. I like a slow burn but with tension building up. This has none. Instead it focuses on introducing a bunch of characters and a bunch of issue that could've been shown at a later time. I don't know if this is just because of good manhwa's I've read recently but this is irritating me
Pity because I was so excited to read this and was drooling over ML's fuckin tattoo but this didn't turn out as I expected. I'll probably come back when I've got a different perspective and expectation. My perspective might change by that time. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

I mean, where only 20 chapters in and I believe the novel is much longer than that.
If the story would have focused on the drunk part, this would be a whole different webtoon … like it’s not about the night they apparently had sex, it’s about seungju’s spiritual power (or in that sense, the lack of) and ofc the difficult dynamic between seungju and muheon. Not knowing what happened leaves us in the dark, just as seungju always feels.
The plot focusing only on their relationship would ruin this.
And seungju is already really desperate and hurt? TT he’s been kept at an arms length for his whole life basically, muheon has been distancing himself yet overstepping boundaries all the time … what kind of reaction are you expecting from seungju? (Genuinely curious, not meant in a rude way!)
This is definitely slow burn with a medium amount of plot - compared to other webtoons it’s just not as fast paced, porny and straight to the point

I think you're thinking that I want them to get down and dirty immediately. That's not it. I hate those too. Yeah it's not about the sex of course but that's the first conflict they presented. You have to resolve that first then slowly introduce other conflicts. Else it's going to be all over the place with all issues popping up everywhere. Also, it doesn't need to be porny it needs to have emotions, something that didn't resonate to me because If I had been in love with a person for so long, I would've have been desperate and me waking up like that on his bed would've eaten me up. I wouldn't just brush it off and move on. That's why i couldn't relate with the MC. I think that was my issue based on my previous comment lol.
Anyway, I already forgot bits and pieces of my long ass comment so I can't answer you point by point. It's been like more than 10 days already and I've read so many other manhwas. Do note that my perspective of what I read depends on my current mood and what type of story I read before it or what I'm currently into. I might try to give this another try in some future time and will hopefully appreciate it by that time.

I have to let this marinate again for a long time or until the series is completed. I can't take reading 1 chapter per week. I tend to forget a lot of things and I get confused. This was so good the last time I read up to the last chapter. Now I don't understand anything (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 after reading soany series I'm lost now lol

Omg that was fuckin beautiful. Thank God they showed the cute little baby at the end. There were moments that put me off but this is fiction and the character development made up for it. I honestly dropped this cause blood during sex makes me cringe so much I hated it. But the MCs character made me read until end and thank God I did because Taeju's character development was chef's kiss. Also, Euihyun's kick is so fuckin hot I forget he's uke. Gosh that was beautiful. I cried so much when Euiyoung was taken by his Dad. I just read it all over again until the end in one sitting. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
This manhwa is so precious. I love both couples omg! ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄