Seme is blond and has traumatic past and bottom is brown haired with buzzcut and can't process his emotions properly and uses some as a reference for his bl novel
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/don_t_mix_business_with_pleasure/
Is this it? This should be it.
thanks
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Manga or manwha please but I prefer manga recs
Trying to find this manga with this straight ML that's a player and this gay MC and they met in high school and the MC asked the ML to fuck him. One of them had blonde hair and one had black hair
Looking for a manga where girl falls in love with her dead brothers lover
WHAT!?!? IM SORRY BUT WHAT!?!?
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haru_no_noroi/
Sorry it's not what you were looking for but it's girl falls in love with her dead sister's fiancee
Recommend me GOOD enemies to lovers bl manga/manhwa please
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/checkmate_1/
Check mate!
I feel like you probably read it before tho