Girl was gaslighted for years after years after years she still has delusion of guilt she is atoning for it by tisking her life. She didn't do any crime, the crimes were done to her. she was the one who got her parents killed while she was playing for them so now she can't even play, losing a skill like that due to trauma and she never even brought it up. She lost her baby because she was shot! That's a real crime. A bright sunshine like her lost the will to live cuz everyone was beating her down. What does she have to atone for? People just gaslight women into working labour really.
The art in this chapter is soooo good, I ended up reading again and again. Mannnn so beautiful.