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i think a lot of people are misintepreting what op means?? from my stance it sounds more like "i read bl because my internalized feelings of being nblm/mlm and never realized that was case until later on" and not "i'm nblm/mlm because i thought yaoi was hot and cool" exposing yourself to lgbtq content and then realizing you're lgbt is completely ......