Because I know it would be tragic ending. I’ve finally got the courage to read it and it’s baffling how I feel oddly tranquil after finishing it. I just wish all Haydens and Alans in this world all the happiness they deserve, without any unnecessary sufferings. I wish that world would exist.
Bro please pray for me to gain more courage to read this its been stuck in my "want to read" for ages i need strength.