but this makes me so FRUSTRATED for some reason. seriously it’s an interesting concept but his complete 180 is really throwing me off... i want something more natural idk not to be a party pooper but i really want him to get his memories back
oh. i figured out why it was bothering me so much. he’s not improving anything this way, just relearning the trauma w his hyung. i think it’s unfair that he’s suddenly so forgiven by the mc and the mc is going along with his amnesia like his life is a fantasy to play with. freaking stoppp oh my goddodod just bc purple hair lost his memories doesn’t make him a brand new person washed from his past and forgiven for everything and just bc the mc has 0 friends doesn’t mean he can mess w a person like this. this whole situation just feels so ICKYSJSM
RIGHT!! I find it so hard to enjoy this manga, especially when they're being intimate with each other because thats' not HIM! He isn't himself, hell he doesn't even kNOW himself and thats just- i'd be much better if he liked him even without his amnesia. I really can't wait for him to get his memories back. I want to see how he feels about him, even with his horrible personality. I hope when he gains his memories back he doesn't lose the new ones he made with him. I really wonder how he'll react.
fuck i wish it was possible to like a reply. but YES THERE IS NO MF GROWTH. which is so important. there is literally no way to excuse mr. mc from selfishly derailing him from his life. i don’t even know how he can logically recover from completely changing his lifestyle, personality, and messing up his relationship with his closest acquaintance. sure purple probably didn’t have any REAL friends but the way he progresses his relationships is UP TO HIM and not mc’s job to mislead him from. mc owes him more than these half-assed truths he’s giving him, especially as the only one purple currently trusts. i’m not even that heated i’m just anxious we have to wait til chapter 41 for him to regain his memories. i cannot wait to see how the author gets him out of this shit lol him and the mc both have so much coming for them. so much to resolve. you don’t just mess with a life. also sorry this is so long i just had to get this off my chest oohmygod
No need to apologize, i 100% agree. I get that they "like" each other now it'd be much more interesting to see how they both handle the return of his memories. That should be the main focus. This man isn't being himself, the mc knows it yet he lets his feelings for him get in the way. He should've told him the truth. The man he's in love with doesn't exist, at least not with his memories he wouldn't. it just shows that the MC is really selfish... he's only choosing the "good" side of him when he knows how bad the "real" him is. I wish he'd have the guts to tell him.
this art is everything my godddd