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I know everyone is excited for the NSFW scene, but I find myself far more intrigued by TaeHa’s past now, especially after seeing that scar on his chest. TaeHee, TaeHa’s older brother, previously mentioned that a ritual was performed on TaeHa when he was younger. Essentially, they attempted to kill him. My earlier theory suggested this might have been because TaeHa is an illegitimate son, which was unacceptable to their family. But now, with everything we know about the ritual and the scar, it feels like there’s more to it.
The fact that TaeHee called it a “ritual” and that TaeHa has a scar on his chest makes me wonder if they thought TaeHa was cursed. First, he’s an illegitimate child, which might already bring shame to a family like theirs. Hiding him from the public should have been enough under normal circumstances, but it feels like they saw him as something worse. Then there’s TaeHa’s personality. People constantly call him strange, weird, or creepy, even his own family, Jay, and HaeSoo.
This makes me think they believed TaeHa was cursed or carrying an evil spirit. This belief could stem from traditional views on illegitimate children and the shame they bring to families, especially in deeply conservative households PLUS TaeHa’s nature. Be it his personality, that cold look, or possibly the way he thinks and speaks.
The scar on his chest and the one on his left wrist seem connected. The veins in the left wrist are closely tied to the heart, and now there are two scars linked to the same organ. Adding that to the ritual TaeHee mentioned and all the abuse TaeHa went through, it seems like the ritual might have been some attempt to purge evil from him.
I tried looking into Korean shamanism and folklore but couldn’t find anything specific about rituals involving the heart. It’s possible the author created their own idea for this. Either way, it’s clear TaeHa is a victim of more than just regular child abuse. What happened to him runs much deeper. I honestly think he needs proper therapy and healing, not babysitters like Jay or HaeSoo.
Also… Didn’t want anyone to jump me for saying this, but I HAVE TO. I really don’t want them to do it, or go through with this relationship. HaeSoo is too old (not in the literal sense) for such childish manipulative games, and she has had enough. TaeHa, on the other hand, is in no mental condition to be some normal, responsible adult yet. And what about his family? He will only be dragging HaeSoo down with him, which is so obvious from his BELIEFS “Attachment kills” or whatever. He’s like “If I die she’s dying w me” typa guy I’m going informal to express how messed up this could become… It’s fiction, but this is my opinion.
This is very random but I need help with a certain something. I was friends with this person a couple of weeks ago, and shit was going great and they were really cool for real they meant a lot to me. However suddenly they stopped talking to me (I’m not so sure what I did) and at some point they told me that they were sorry for being toxic and shit like that and I was like it’s okay it doesn’t matter. However they continued to be cold towards me so I stopped answering cuz what’s the point? I was hurt for a while and they never cared to explain to me why they were mad nor did they straightforwardly tell me they did not want to talk. So I removed them, and now weeks later I miss them a lot and I want to be friends with them again but I’m sure they don’t want to... If I tried to talk to them again, do you guys think it’s a good choice?
Hey! I think you should actually reach out to them as soon as possible ensuring your friendship. Sometimes people with anxiety will withdraw from friends because they think they're a problem or "toxic" for the other person. *If* this is the case, tell them that you value their friendship and maybe list some things that make them a good friend.
I agree with the person above! I’m like that and sometimes I forget that disappearing hurts the people around me . give them a second chance and ask them to talk to you about why they ghost you randomly and maybe ask them if they could warn you before they leave just so you know that it’s not your fault? however if they keep ghosting you without a proper explanation you should definitely drop them. life is too short for regrets so reach out to them :)
There are some possibilities why they leave u
maybe their someone who's unsecure of themselves and antisocial
so they first retread bc they don't feel comfortable and safe however maybe that is not the case
maybe they heard something mean from u while talking with ur friend and became sad and unhappy
maybe they have a personal problems which makes them anxious and depressed so they don't like to interact with anyone
they don't like ur personality or something I say this bc that happens to me I am kind and emphatic so whenever I see someone disrespectful even my best friend I start hating them lol i am bad
However u can fix it u just need to understand their reason
there’s this yaoi i read where the uke is waaay taller than the seme but he’s rlly cute and the seme is “manly” and like the seme was kind of insecure about his height but they end up getting together and all that I NEEED ITTTT
yesssss tysm!!!
ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
For those who haven’t noticed it yet, this is not a smut or porn story. The main point of it isn’t to cater to your fantasies, and the sex does not have to be perfect. TaeHa is inexperienced and he’s overall a complex character. He won’t suddenly change just because he’s fucking the girl he likes. The setting is also not helpful and everything about this is messy like HaeSoo’s life. It makes sense it won’t be as you all expected… again… this is NOT a porno lol.
Fr, just because he didn’t blush at everything like your average shoujo fairytale ML, doesn’t imply that it’s because he’s experienced- He’s so complex and I can’t wait to get a back story from him !
I don’t think you noticed but majority of us aren’t reading for the plot, it’s basically a Wattpad fanfic if we wanted to read for the plot we would read something else. It has the smut tag so we expected at least some smut. Not even yaoi that has plot is as censored as this.
Mature romance to smut romance are different. Also, it’s been censored from the start? Why would it be different since Taeha’s in the frame, you set yourself up for this one.
It’s really not reunion is mature romance to smut romance and at least we saw some dick even though the buildup was 50 chapters at least the authors gave us something.
Smut focuses on heavy explicit adult content, i details and all, though mature doesn’t it’s more plot focused- which is exactly this story. I’m here for the female lead lick back- coming from someone who has never read a watt pad story before so I’m reading this w no projection
Also, I think this is the most penis you’re probably gonna get babes so I think you’ll be disappointed from here in out ngl:/
I’m not sure what tags it has on the official website the author posts on, but from the story you can tell it’s not focused on smut. And so what the majority of you aren’t here for the story…? That doesn’t change the way the author wants to portray the sexual scenes or how they want to present them. In fact, it’s a bit weird to expect something very explicit when you know this story is more about adult themes such as cheating (which is mainly why we got so many of the sex scenes prior to this), poverty, and other mature concepts.
I’ve been literally piecing together a lot of the information given about him, I posted two theories but like… UNFORTUNATELY no one wants to discuss that. All I read is “boombayah” and some other silly things like… why was NO ONE wondering about his scars, his tattoo covering that scar, the fact that he had gone through a RITUAL as a child? I don’t know, to be honest, people can say whatever they want and read this for whatever reasons they want but it’s still disappointing that this comment section lacks any sort of interesting discussion
It really depends on what platform you ‘re on, Mangago is the tiktok of manga/webtoon site- they’re mostly teenagers who grew up chronically online smut lovers tbh so I don’t expect much here- There’s Novel forum’s/ reddit & X/twitter parties that discuss theories & in depth character breakdown if you want to converse with people who are here for the plot!! Even Temple scan has great discussion’s:)
You guys are trying to make the plot deep when it really isn’t. This basically book talk x biker TikTok if they ever had a baby.
um manhwa in general is cringe lol you seem to dislike this story yet always in these comment section on your own free will. go find some smut that'll satisfy your gooner dopamine receptors lol