i disassociate when i’m nervous.
You probably are, tho I started when I was like 14, just stay away from the heavy stuff, maybe stay in the shounen ai section
I can see a lot of controversy in the comments, and here's my opinion. Personally, I've read yaoi, yuri, and straight hentai before and essentially I read them for the same reason: because I want to. I like the story line, I like the smut and I like the art. If you get turned on by seeing smut, then I don't see the problem with it. I don't see why......
Did you ever just feel like you're in heat sometimes? Cause this last two days and now I actually feel like I'm in heat or something and I've been masturbating,(⊙…⊙ ) is this normal?? Am I the only one??
What are your nervous habits?