i cry after i climax most times, i just get this terrible feeling of dread and depression, idk why
climaxing during sex or oral sex fine but it’s just masturbation that gets me feeling like i want to crawl out of my own skin
can't do nothing else but accept your life as a bottom
jokes, just tell them that you're uncomfortable and make them understand that you mean this in all seriousness. you have to set your boundaries and if they continue to ignore it, then that means they don't respect you as a person so just drop them at that point.
Gyo by Junji Ito just because they made the chick turn into a fucking fish monster thing. Boyfriend better than me bc if my gf start looking like that, no way in hell lmaoooo
You said it best, the "excessive yaoi consumption has ruined [your] sexuality". There's a chance that there's an actual issue, but the more likely chance is that you're reading too much fictional, unrealistic depictions of relationships, people and sex. Go meet people in real life instead of overthinking is my advice.