Miamatsuoka February 18, 2025 3:33 pm

I thought this was over ages ago because I never liked the side couple so never read it. But when I saw the boss side story I had to hop in and read again. And I am so confused because in main story we see how boss took Dajeong in as a replacement for Hyeok. But in here, we see that boss has had an hyperfixation on the Dajeong for the longest time and in fact started to hyperfixate on Hyeok to take his mind off of Dajeong and fell for Hyeok for real in the process. And while he had real feelings for Hyeok, he just kept using Dajeong as a replacement for Hyeok.
It’s confusing because boss went from one hyperfixation to another and used both Dajeong and Hyeok to fulfill his desires while thinking of the other. Yeah, his hyperfixation with Dajeong was for longer, but with Hyeok was deeper and stronger because he used to picture time and time again Hyeok while fucking Dajeong. I guess this side story is to show that after boss got over Hyeok for good, he went back to his hyperfixation with Dajeong. But I honestly don’t think there’s ever loved between them because boss is an evil person from within. He cannot control his malice and it’s what fuels him. So, if they end up together it’s because boss is fixated and obsessed on possessing and owning Dajeong, and Dajeong has severe dependency issues so he will never put a stop to it because he needs to feel needed by boss.

    chocobuun February 20, 2025 3:20 am

    I don’t think what he felt for hyeok was deeper and stronger just cause he thought of him while doing it with dajeong. I genuinely believe he was just turned on at the thought of doing it with someone who he can’t have. Though I’m also not saying that what he feels for dajeong is any stronger. I just don’t think his feelings are strong for either at the moment.

    I’ve heard of both irl and fiction situations where someone imagines another while doing it with someone. It doesn’t necessarily mean that they like the person who they imagine, more. A lot of the time, it’s simply because they get bored of who they’ve been fcking with for a while, and find something new and exciting. It’s a short term thing of wanting to experience something new with someone new. (Not justifying anything btw, just saying that’s how it really is).

Miamatsuoka February 17, 2025 12:53 pm

You cannot change my mind. There’s a couple I see here from a ship and I love to see people losing it with the fact that the seme is having sex with a minor lmaooooo plain good old yaoi/BL. Maybe you shouldn’t be reading if you’re a minor or someone who gets deeply influenced and pressed by fiction lmaooo

Miamatsuoka February 15, 2025 2:26 am

Why can’t I find the novel I need it!!!

    Memeru February 16, 2025 8:11 am

    I believe Amazon. Not a hard copy but if you have a kindle I think you can buy it.

Miamatsuoka February 15, 2025 2:15 am

It’s so funny that nobody understands anything. The reason Taesung is reacting this way is because he doesn’t want to feed on Sooyoung’s negative masochist tendencies. He knows he’s a masochist, but one thing is to like pain to get pleasure out of it and different one is to want pain because you feel guilty about something, as self harm, and Taesung is not the one to cause physical pain in Sooyoung with that intention. He’s drawing a line so Sooyoung understands this. And we know that Sooyoung has the tendency of feeling responsible of everybody and their lost cousin. So, of course he will feel guilty about forcing himself on Taesung, because he didn’t do it to feel pleasure or pleasure Taesung, he did it as self harm. As long as Sooyoung doesn’t realize there’s a difference in being a masochist that seeks pleasure through pain and being a masochist as a self harm form, their relationship will never truly progress in the right direction. And Taesung realized this. He’s already reflected on this and doesn’t like harming Sooyoung unnecessarily if the purpose isn’t pleasure.

    Tori February 15, 2025 7:19 am

    “Sooyoung has the tendency of feeling responsible of everybody and their lost cousin.”

    FR literally the personality of almost all BL manhwa MCs

    Ricewater_Byul’s Grandma February 15, 2025 3:54 pm

    Thank you for this because i was confused lmao

    Rejo147 February 15, 2025 10:37 pm

    Wow well said

Miamatsuoka February 12, 2025 2:01 pm

Let’s goooooooo!
Finally pushing the twink fake ass feminine bottom aside to choose the manly bottom!!!!! I love this so much already. Spoiled myself and you could tell immediately how the top wanted to top the dark haired guy. He felt attracted and turned on by his attractiveness and his desire to dominate someone that at first sight looks so stern and cold but melts under the heat of sex. I love this dynamic so much!!!

Miamatsuoka February 6, 2025 7:01 pm

I let this marinate for a while because I don’t like small omegas and harems. But then I got in the mood to actually read a harem and everything was going well when I found out the pink hair guy actually has a personality and it’s not a mere cock loving omega but then this story has a heavy inclination towards one love interest? And that kills the whole harem thing.
Like that dude is not even the leader of the group and he feels with the authority to allow or not the pink hair guy to do this and that? Always demanding explanations? Let’s put aside the fact that he’s an asshole, why is the omega only having sex with him and being so ready and willing with him when the other two members clearly want to fuck him too? And it’s not because he’s clueless. He’s plainly rejected both of the other guys but opens his legs immediately with the asshole.
I wish this would have followed the harem theme properly and the pink hair guy would be fucking all of them by now. But looking at how things are going, the asshole and the omega are clearly end game. What a bummer. Dropping this.

Miamatsuoka January 18, 2025 7:09 pm

Where was this?! This is so good and entertaining. I love how every single character walks the morally grey and ambiguous path. They're all assholish in different ways. This is an entertaining story if you put your morals aside for once and read it as a comedy. I’m having so much fun I can’t believe I took so long to pick it up!

Miamatsuoka January 15, 2025 7:14 pm

Idk about this one. I feel the author wanted to create an omega top x alpha bottom story but didn’t know how so they’re twisting and jumping through hoops to make something out of it?
I’m not against omega top x alpha bottom. But when authors write this dynamic, the thing that makes sense the most is that the alpha willingly wants to bottom for the omega. He’s still an Alpha but he desires the penetration. But in this story the alpha reacts and acts like an omega. He’s weaker and fragile while in rut while the omega seems nonchalant and unaffected. Like when the omega was in heat, he was stroking himself instead of fingering himself. I feel the author couldn’t properly make a story with a top omega and put all the normal and usual characteristics of alpha and omega and reversed the gender names. Because the top is acting and behaving like an alpha and the bottom is acting and behaving like an omega, pheromones wise. So the reverse genders lose their meanings.
Switch their genders and this is a regular alpha x omega story.
The only thing the author did, was keep mentioning that the top is an omega and the bottom is an alpha. In name only, because it feels and reads as a regular omegaverse.
I’m not entirely bothered though. I wish this would have been written as a power bottom omega and submissive alpha. But since I like the body proportions of the characters, I’ll keep reading.

    Yuu January 15, 2025 5:24 pm

    REAL, DAMMIT

    Casein Nitr8 January 15, 2025 11:11 pm

    You described what I was feeling perfectly!

Miamatsuoka January 15, 2025 12:45 am

I’m trying not to focus too much on the sex scenes because of the anatomy. So tired of authors drawing the anus like a vagina. Everything from the shape to the position tells you the author is drawing a vagina. I’m used to bad anatomy in yaoi/BL. But when the authors so openly draw the asshole in the place and shape of a vagina it throws me off so bad.
I love the art style. I love that the bottom is not a weak meek crybaby. So, it would have been perfect that his body looked like a normal slim man and not like a flat chested woman with a dick.
But oh well, there’s barely any good stories going around lately. So, I’ll take what I’m given.

    son of thors January 15, 2025 1:18 am

    I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE. These authors are just drawing straight porn but with extra steps

    Jace January 15, 2025 9:45 am

    Nah frfr

    Yawnderei January 28, 2025 12:14 am

    Honestly thought I was alone in this thought when I read alot of yaoi I always get thrown off by that. And the way they draw some of the men make me feel like they just wanted to make it malexfemale because of the body proportions and stuff

Miamatsuoka January 11, 2025 4:39 pm

This is why I don’t read yaoi manga anymore :((((((((( the cliffhangers and the time you have to wait for a new chapter is so long. I want to cry!!!

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