
There are things in this story that made me angry and some things made me confused.
The first two time that "accidental" cheating actually made me cry for some reason. I just can't digest the thought of one person who is wholeheartedly love in with their partner goes with the flow to cheat?
And Why the sympathy for the Haejoon anyway? He molested him and almost raped him, but still Tom cares about him a bit? Like wtf is that shit.
And then we have Jaemin. "Oh I just saw my lover getting almost raped, lemme throw them out rn to work on our relationship instead of calming him" tf is wrong with the characters!!??
Also why so much sex? Kind of shows Jaemin sex crazed. Instead of talking about the problems, lets have some make up sex to fuck up our relationship.
Despite me being all angry ranting this, I actually loved the parts where I could see that they did love each other.

I've noticed how most of the old yaoi mangas have this rape and then fall in love plot. It has become a kind of cliché. Uke gets violated, something normal miniscule thing is done by seme and suddenly it is all rainbows and unicorns.
With the misogynistic and oppressive society of Japan, I actually really wonder what goes on into the mind of the authors of such stories when most of them are women.
I can somehow understand how people love the "appeal" of that innocent and naive approach in sex of the uke when he says "no" because he is SHY. But I can't understand this rape thingy.
Edit: 2 years later I still stand by my point. But I take back my words I said for liking this kind of thing. People are allowed to have their forbidden kinks and its not harming anyone.

Fiction is Fiction. I like reading this kind of thing because I know it's just fiction and it would be stupid if you did it in real life so dat why people enjoy these kind of things is because of curiosity and even these type of things are considered forbidden, people can still use imagination without harming anyone. I don't really see the problem here. No foul done.

I made the original comment 2 years old. Let it be. I agree with the first reply and I don't have a problem with people what they want to read anyway now. Everyone is allowed to have their kinks and like the first reply said, it is not harming anyone.
To the most recent reply: some people don't like stories with rape and there is absolutely nothing wrong about not liking non consensual sex. And saying "woke people'' have problem with rapey stories is somehow "wrong"? like what??? Did you read the original comment? It was a factual observation, based on how almost each mangaka is a woman and the condition of women and lgbt people in Japan sucks ass.
I'm so out of it rn. Wtf happened?? Its like r/woosh feeling( ̄∇ ̄")