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Wow Why did I even expect the author to put any effort into really showing Chowon changed. For real just apologized and I'm "taking my meds" and then everything is solved. Wow rich people and them apologizing solved EVERYTHING. But tbh why would I expect so much from an author who has not developed the main couple very well either. And Chowon should still apologize to other people ahem* Dojun, not the other way around. Chowon didn't do SHIT and just apologized and then low key manipulated Kyungsoo with his tears and then KYUNGSOO, straight up admitted shit like "I still love you...How could somebody dump you or hurt you?...Maybe I should be with you..afterall all the THINGS YOU DID...doesn't have anything to do with me?"
WTFFFFFFFFFF! Did he really just absolve Chowon of all his terrible behavior and say it has nothing to do with him if he's going to be WITH him???!?! Who TF goes "Oh you might have attempted to rape my ACQUAINTANCE..but you didn't do that to me sooo...I mean it doesn't REALLY matter". "As long as you feel bad about it, then all is well." What happened to Kyungsoo's resolve to not see him? What happened to "I'm scared of you". What happened to " What you did isn't right and isn't something a human should do"?!?!?! It makes Kyungsoo look like a fucking hypocrite and disgusting bc all he cares about is how he likes Chowon and how pretty he is that all of THAT washes away everything Chowon has done to other people. BOY straight up said, "well he doesn't treat me badly, so its all good."
I don't know....maybe people dumped him BECAUSE HE'S CRAZY. He has issues with obsession and the fact that him taking his meds and apologized solved even his mental illnesses like it was nothing is not only NOT realistic but also shows the author does not give a shit about her characters' development and just brushed shit under the rug. And most of all, the readers brushed that shit under the rug bc ohhhh poor baby 20 something year old, comes from a rich ass family, Chowon, who has mental issues so easily fixed, who has threatened people, controlled Dojun's life, and attempted to rape Heesoo....is finally happy. Readers just go "omg so cute the baby omg so cute kYUNGSOO stayed with toxic ass Chowon who apologized so he isn't toxic anymore duh! That's how redemption and development WoRKs. This why partially the author doesn't really try all that hard bc audiences are so easily fooled and moved.