
Dying almost 400 times. Freaking traumatizing and mental burdening, emotional burdening...

But you'd have no choice about how long you'd last. It doesn't matter if you just give up going to school and stay in bed, you will still get killed every day and return to the morning every single time.
I would probably resort to killing myself as soon as I wake up, that would be better. The thought of experiencing things like this is just
Sikud, your sacrifice won't be forgotten...