Reading chapter after chapter I love Apollo more and more. Knowing that he is fictional just breaks my heart.
I know I joke around about me wanting Apollo and how he turns me on (because he does). But I’m so sad for him too because i kinda know what he’s going through, I was never married but I did have a partner and they also slept with someone else. We were in a monogamous relationship so I did not understand why they were so nonchalant about it, their attitude hurt me more. Sex with another person IS cheating! Even though the human being is not a monogamous animal by nature, our social and cultural structures have shaped us that way. Of course there are exceptions like couples in a polyamorous relationship, but when you are under the agreement of a monogamous relationship I expect exactly that. It hurts deeply when your partner betrays you like that. It hurt me so bad that I was not ok even after a year of ending the damn relationship. To this day I still have so much trouble connecting to another person romantically because I fear being betrayed like that again.
I believe sex with Germany is steamy, breathe taking, passionate, rough, and stickly sweet.
I feel like i would cry during sex just because of how good it is. I mean, being under that massive man must be so fucki- I WANT GERMANY （/TДT)/
Why I laughed we stan GERMANY
Honey we all want Germany
understandable
I am sobbing. Every time I reread it I end up crying over how beautiful this is, AND SEXY.