Idk where to share this so I'm doing this here.
I'm (17) wasting my life. I'm in grade 12(the most important school year) and I haven't touched a single book this entire year. I just didn't concentrate during online classes and even stopped talking to my friends. I got addicted to YouTube, reddit and then this website.
I have no hobbies or talent. I cheated during every online exam this year. I have important exams coming up soon and I haven't touched a single book. I've been wasting my parents' money for all the education.
Idk where to even start studying as the syllabus is so huge. I know that I've ruined my life but I just wanted to share this as it kinda gets some weight off my chest.
I don't want to tell this to my parents as they'll just be horrified that I've kept lying to them and just won't help me. Idk what to do.