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Hi does anybody want to be friends fr I’m at my last resort
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I understand this is a site supposedly mainly focused around BL and ‘yaoi’, but it’s just so annoying how most BL readers refuse to read other genres and then go and say any BL story is better than a good shoujo or action. Don’t even get me started on how much SOME<—— (keyword some) of these BL supremacists are just so blatantly misogynistic. (In all fairness you barely see this anymore but trust me there are still a couple of them lurking about)
It’s so sad how BL is the most favored among manhwa and manga enthusiasts because it completely overshadows GL and other amazing genres and creates some of the most annoying people of all time. There will always be the good and the bad in every genre but why do BL fans believe that theres just no bad in BL it just makes me seethe with rage, mald even

Sorry if this makes no sense I’m not good with explaining anything at all really and this is just some rambling about don’t take it too seriously

does anyone even know these games exist anymore cuz like i played them literally every day 2019-2021 but have never been able to talk to anyone about it outside of the dead steam community hub

But heaven knows I’m miserable now

I love over sharing on here but I haven’t done so for like 2 years so bear with me
I’m litewally gonna sob and vomit everywhere I’m so indecisive it’s so bad especially paired with whatever else I got going on like I always get so excited to go out and do sum but if I’m not with my (pretty outgoing) friends I like crash when I get there and I immediately wanna leave and cancel everything I hate being I. Places with people like why can’t I just get rid of everyone and everything whenever I want so being indecisive really fucks this up cuz one second I’ll get over the “anxiety”(idk what to call it) and feel better but then if someone even interacts with me I’ll crash again and ruin the mood and I can’t even tell u the amount of times I’ve been yelled at for doing this yet the same ppl still wanna get mad at me when I say I don’t wanna go somewhere cuz I know I’ll js crash and if I crash they’ll yell at me but if I don’t go they’ll yell at me so WHAT DO I DO anyway that’s off topic I’m always inconveniencing people by being so indecisive cuz I’ll be like changing plans all over the place but then get overwhelmed and say nvm just stop everything pls go back to normal and I get yelled at AGAIAN tho ik it’s my fault for being like this I wanna change I know I have to but I just can’t I’ve always been like this and I don’t know how to counteract this it SUCKS UGH