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Please help me. My cat passed away few minutes ago because of me. She want to go out of the house so I let her be because after a few minutes she'll come back again. But because of that, she was attacked by 4 large stray dogs. My cat is small compared to them, she couldn't even escape. How do you live with this guilt? How am I gonna survive? My house is full of her. Her fur is everywhere. She knocked down my mirror and yet I still keep it because of her. How do you sleep? How do you cope with this? How to literally stay alive because I think I'm closer to commiting suicide than ever. Everyone said it's not my fault but because of my actions, it happened. Please tell me how. I want to live.

I'm sorry for disturbing you all but I just want to express my feelings.

So tomorrow I will start my first part time job ever and honestly, I'm scared shitless. I'm not good with responsibilities and commitments, apart from that I also tend to make a lot of mistakes. I know they say mistakes are the stepping stone for your success but mistakes come with advice and reprimands. I don't want to make a mistake, especially not for my first part time job. I don't know if I can keep up with the work there, and honestly I just don't know how to deal with people, coworkers and customers alike. I haven't been interacting with people for a long time and honestly, it scares me to start working here. I hope I will not fuck up my first day at work.

Hello, I have read ORV until chapter 72 but there's one thing that bugged me. I believe it was due to my lack of understanding of the said story.

I believe that in the original novel Ways of Survival, You Joonghyuk has regressed plenty of times already, right? But it said that in ORV, the whole thing happened during his third regression.

I just wanna know why it happens during his third regression? Idk why it happens during his third regression. I'm guessing there is a reason and I would like to know why. Thanks.

Okay uh so i dont have any experience in dating at all but then one day i was confessed to. Honestly i feel bad turning them down so I accepted and we became official (ik it sounds stupid) but honestly we've known each other for less than 2 days and it was going very fast and im scared bcuz idk what to do. Man's be love-bombing me when we just met for less than 2 days. So I decided to call it off and tell him that I think it's better if we stay as friends. He said okay but he's also waiting for me. Atp I really don't know what to do since he's younger than me so he kinda acts like baby sometimes and I lowkey dislike it BUT I FEEL LIKE I JUST DROPPED INTO DEEP HOLE AND I FEEL REGRETFUL. He's nice and all but at the same time it felt wrong. Should I actually wait for him because I think that he'll change with time. If there's someone who actually read this, ily so much.

Hi beautiful people, how's your life right now? I am *this* close to insanity after finding out that I have a tough assignment that I didn't realise need to be finished up tonight and it was due to my own negligence. What about you guys?