beta
NGL, I've been thinking this for a while now but i think the reason why my standard is so high is because of BL. I've been reading this shit since middle school and it shows. Like, nobody irl can ever compare to some of the BL characters i've read (especially yuri from never understand) and i think thats why im single af. like if theyre not at least 90% my ideal type i get so turned off. For example, as i got to know my ex more and more he kept becoming less of my ideal type until the point where i realized i didnt like him at all lol.