I love "Hikaru" SO much. I seriously don't understand why some people hate him even though he didn't consciously choose to possess Hikarus body, and when he did, he was stuck with his memories and emotions. He literally had no choice. Yes he's literally attempted (and succeeded..) killing people but in his defense he's a monster who is stuck with those instincts and can't control them at all, but he's also trying his hardest to change and he even gave Yoshiki half of his insides to confirm he'll start trying hard to control himself.
He's written so well bro.. you can really notice the growth that he's had throughout this story. He's been trying so hard to change himself for the better. I love him so much
I'm a "Hikaru" apologist! My heart feels
full whenever he gets to experience mundane human things and feels happy about it. He is also trying to understand what living means and above all, he is actually considering going back to the mountain to protect his human.
Also, I'm also in love with Hikaru. Getting to know him through this flashbacks is making me sad that he's dead (but him being dead makes everything angst and we love angst)
I'm literally crying as I type this bro. what the hell was that. What the hell. I don't even know what to say. wtf. that was so good. I don't even know what to do with myself after finishing this