Would it kill you to simply contact him? I know, it would be f** awkward, but if you cannot let go... I mean, the best for you (imho) is to let it go, in one way or another.
f.e. you can write him a letter and hide it for next 10(0) years, or (if you're brave enough!) send it to him (I do believe you can find him on fb, or that you know his addre......
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