Maroochi June 22, 2024 8:50 pm

Bro thought abt his feelings too hard and hurt himself with confusion.

Maroochi June 17, 2024 4:01 pm

I usually post same day as release maybe a few hrs btwn.
Ch. 9 will release 06.21.2024

https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/14446525/

Thats the link that i have the raw chapters on.

(⋈◍>◡<◍)。✧ cant wait ♡♡♡♡

    rain June 17, 2024 4:15 pm

    aaa I can’t wait, thank you so much for sharing the raws !!!

Maroochi June 17, 2024 3:55 pm

Im not a fan of him mostly bc he is apparently incapable of respecting the fl wishes, on multiple occasions he calls her mademoiselle when she ask him not too. Not only can his slip up get her into trouble bc she has made multiple enemies but it can fuck up everything thats going on.

Our ML doesnt have the most exciting personality but honestly not being able to respect the FL enough to not call her Mademoiselle is a red flag for me. Continuously crossing a boundary she has made clear

Maroochi May 10, 2024 2:41 pm
Maroochi May 3, 2024 10:57 am

Linking my previous comment with the raws

https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/14446525/

Maroochi April 26, 2024 8:54 pm

Alexa play 'I Don't Smoke' by Mitski while i wallow in despair until Sohan gets treated right.
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Maroochi March 21, 2024 5:31 am

Look its weird that some ppl hate him more then the Seme who killed him. Even knowing the uke probably killed the seme in this universe the situation that lead to eithers death was the Seme being abusive and controlling. The ML toxic behavior is a result of the Semes abusive and controlling nature. Should the uke cheat? No. But as we have all obviously seen breaking up with the seme isnt exactly an easy option.

The Uke should have never got into this relationship in the first place. He thought he could help the Seme and didnt realize the only help the seme needs is a psychward. The seme would have and will obsess over the Uke no matter what the uke does bc thats the sort of mental illness he has. And without psychiatric help and police involvement every pathway is a dead end.

I get it cheating is bad but its the least of all evils atm. Life will never be black and white especially for people in these shit situations. Even then the uke hasnt actually cheated which makes the hate wilder. Like yes he blushed, he was originally straight, and he isnt confirmed gay. But also the Seme is trying to isolate him, just a reminder thats abuse. So yes he is gonna get attached to what little healthy affection/interaction he recieves.

Im not critizing the story, its psychological for a reason. But guys if youre gonna read psychological you cant use such black and white formats. (づ_-)

    Tenmanyashiki March 21, 2024 12:12 pm

    Say it louder for the people in the back. Can't believe people are commenting how they feel bad about the seme more than the uke and saying the uke is worse.

    CaiChiCat March 21, 2024 1:08 pm
    Say it louder for the people in the back. Can't believe people are commenting how they feel bad about the seme more than the uke and saying the uke is worse. Tenmanyashiki

    It's because the uke groomed him, tbh it's more like uke was the abusive groomer and the seme learned from him and became aggressive and it back fired on the uke and now it seems like the roles reversed (when not really)

    Maroochi March 21, 2024 2:39 pm
    It's because the uke groomed him, tbh it's more like uke was the abusive groomer and the seme learned from him and became aggressive and it back fired on the uke and now it seems like the roles reversed (when n... CaiChiCat

    If that were the reason then the outcry should be directed at the ukes grooming not the cheating. I dont think the Uke ever had the intention to ever be with the seme. If fact there are more then a few cue indicators that show he was uncomfortable with having physical contact with the seme. The intention from the uke just isnt there for me to see grooming. Or is there a such thing as unintention grooming? i dont want to dismiss your point so easily. So Ill have to look into that more so I can see what you mean.

    zamiac March 21, 2024 3:01 pm

    I disagree. You could argue that the seme is worse because he killed the uke, but the controlling one, in my opinion, is the the uke. He never tried to help the seme, he used him as a source of comfort. The seme was clingy because of his background, but he did not get obsessive until the uke started lying and gaslighing him. He keeps playing with the emotions of someone who just became an adult despite knowing how he grew up. The uke is emotionally abusive. Cheating (emotionally and/or physically) is not the only thing he is doing. It is because of this that some people believe he is worse and caused his own downfall. Like you said it's not just black and white.

    Maroochi March 21, 2024 3:19 pm
    I disagree. You could argue that the seme is worse because he killed the uke, but the controlling one, in my opinion, is the the uke. He never tried to help the seme, he used him as a source of comfort. The se... zamiac

    I definitely dont think that the ukes only fault in this is cheating. And i should have made that more clear in my post, because i agree with what you said abt him defaulting to the seme for the sake of comfort. What i meant when i said he thought he was helping is he was trying to play savior. That sort of complex is usually derived from ones own insecurity and loneliness. Which is obvious in the uke.

    I think its weird that people are only adressing the cheating. Like thats the one line he shouldnt have crossed. Which im sure i missed a comment or so that might have adressed other stuff.

    My point is the cheating is much lower on the list of things to hate so its wild that thats what caused a stir. And i suppose thats why I focused more on the Semes negative behavior, and should have also gone into more detail of the ukes faults as well.

    Bc in no way do i think either of them isnt toxic. The uke is an irresponsible adult for trying to take on the semes as a responsibility when he had no stable foundation in the first place. He built an unstable house for the seme and himself and now everything is collapsing in on them. Guess the added problem in this is that apparently the house was haunted as well.

    zamiac March 21, 2024 7:24 pm
    I definitely dont think that the ukes only fault in this is cheating. And i should have made that more clear in my post, because i agree with what you said abt him defaulting to the seme for the sake of comfort... Maroochi

    I think a lot of people focus on the cheating because most people see it as the ultimate form of disrespect and betrayal. It's not uncommon to hear of people doing something terrible to their partners because they cheated. It makes people go crazy with anger. It can also cause extreme depression. Depending on your beliefs and culture, cheating can be seen as on the same level as killing someone or even worse. This may sound illogical to someone who doesn't have the same beliefs or experiences, but some people take it very seriously. I'm not saying you have to agree or that I completely agree. I'm just trying to give a potential reason

Maroochi February 14, 2024 6:33 pm

I commented this as a reply to someone a few chapters back but figured it might be helpful for others trying to follow along. Correct me if im wrong but i did go bck to check.

Lieutenant Colonel Lee is the higher ranking Old dude(very distinguishable as he has full gray hair and a hefty beard) who our ML poisoned.

There was two more dudes show along with Gilsoo and they all worked Under Lt. Colonel Lee, one was the dude who originally sent our MC to our ML(Headman Choi) and he got murked bc he was caught in the jail area telling our MC to Kill himself.

Now that Ive gone back again the dude we see now with the order to kill Gilsoo is the Chief Hwang Hoon.

They were introduced in the early chapters like 1-10ch. Hwango Hoo switched sides after lee and choi died between 15ch~20ch.

For more rando context:
Deputy Yoon is the young avg looking dude who works with our ML, you often see him in blue.

For even more context out ML goal here is to purge out or weed out the bad roots in the system. Those who will be loyal and those who scheme. Our ML is essentially just the Kings Blood hound.
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Hope thats helpful.

Maroochi January 25, 2024 8:53 pm

I cant help but giggle bc the food he feeds her w/a fork looks like bread. Like a plate of bread.
ꉂꉂ(ᵔᗜᵔ*)

Maroochi January 9, 2024 12:39 pm

Im taking a guess here but i think that they used to be friends, and MC dad used his sons friendahip to kidnapped ML. And sometime during the kidnapping or maybe when the ML was escaping MC recieved a bad head injury which caused a black out in some of his memory. Ie the kidnapping, but since his dad was who was with MC during healing time the dad probs lied abt what happened which is why he doesnt remember abt the kidnapping.

And during the kidnapping MC was the ML only hope? Humanity which is why he has this unhealthy attachment. I could even theorize the MC probably tried to help him escape which lead to his head injury but thats getting into specifics.

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