 
														
										                                        This is such a good psychological literature lol, but would I like it to be BL? To be honest Im not so sure, I dont like d*ck and face (generally, poly rs is fine for me under conditions but for them to be?? Naur). It would be fine if only the heart ended up with the MC, but the latter is really inadequate in relation to moral, personality, etc. 
Also, If heart has the face and d*ck of those two, then he would be the "ideal" person for the MC (however ideality deviates from reality—hypothetically impossible). The thing is, heart would be the perfect man if he reached those certain prerequisites, unlike the MC, he already is seen as perfect by the heart.
I also want someone to love me like that lol, oh to be in the MC's position. I would discard face and d*ck if I was there. MC’s love seems shallow, only fixated on those physical qualities (external—can be seen outside) that can be regard as excellent/impeccable.                                    
 
														
										                                        When am I gonna get a boyfriend like that? Anyway, the mc and ml are so f*cking gorgeous! The mc looks quite the side character drawing but when close up, gosh wow and also the ml looks quite cartoonish but also when close up, its terrifying.
Good they're both beautiful and handsome. Anyway, I don't like that guy lol. Get out.                                    
 
														This is stockholm syndrome. (I'm 99% always for the bottom's side so... I really hope he kills the ML. Doubt that though, this story is f*cked up and gosh? Idgaf anymore lol.)
 
																				Honestly I'm not so sure. The mc indulged in the kink, additionally, he gives the sign of a masochist. But the fact that he still feels love and stuff for the ml and justifies the act because he deserves it is so... So... Honestly, I really am not good with identifying whether is it actually, or the line of thoughts are just scattered.

 
		















I hate that this is so realistic.
Beauty = Privilege but also Danger.
Refusing = Inciting Primal Urge of a Man.
Btw the ML is green flag like literally, the MC idk though but they held no malicious thoughts or whatsoever that breaches one’s right.
Also for people saying that the peak went to trash, the MC got his karma. The development was subtly obvious and don't even get me started, its quite realistic and I hate it. It went downhill but (realistically speaking) their actions and future went according to their personality, background, and stuff. So it was actually in a sh*tty part, not the literature being sh*tty.
(I f*ckin hate the fact that the ML did not got MC’s b*say virginity, this sounds weird lol. Anyway even though the author couldve changed it into something not like that and stuff with him being involved with that sh*t head, but whatever works for them, it just that it quite made me off about this.)
Additionally, I just saw some information in the comment section and oh my gosh, I think I'll be dropping this. F*ck this sh*t, the psychological element in this one is too dominant and the likelihood of author being a sadist is 99%. I f*ckin hate that authors feel the need to add such a grotesque plot for such. I honestly thought it would be good I saw it at the recommendation of others and oh gosh. F*ck this sh*t. Being an idealist is not for the weak. AHHH, I HATE THE FACT THAT I CAN'T DISAGREE WITH THIS SA HAPPENING BECAUSE OF THE SEQUENCE OF ACTIONS BUT CAN'T THEY JUST AVOID IT??