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i actually like how MC is self-aware of her feelings, and comes to terms with it herself. i was kinda worried with how naive and worthless she feels about herself, she won't accept her feelings for others and it'd be one of those stories where the author kinda forces her into a situation where everyone else has to force her to come to terms with her feelings, and therefore everything feels like she's unable to decide for herself. but instead, the author makes a point to show how she has massive insecurities and a lack of self worth, but is also able to feel responsible over how she feels towards others. ngl, idrc about the MC bc as much as i'd like her as a real person, and she's one of those ppl i'd love to know irl, as a character to a story she doesn't do much for me (like to me, if i were to read smth for entertainment, she's not the type of character i'd like to read about- i'm more interested in reading someone like oscar tbh). but i like her enough that i hope she grows more as a character for her own sake, and that things continue the way things are going.