If ya'll have never experience such bad break up where a guy have manipulated you, gaslighted you into thinking he loves you then ya'll don't have a say on how our MC gets to feel things when he's triggered not everybody moves on fast and trauma is not forgotten it is hard to trust after getting out of a relationship like that, yes I get that the ex and Geonwoo is different and he knows that but his mind keeps saying to run away even if his heart does not want to... Its because he is scared to get hurt again afraid that if he gets hurt again he will never come out of it. Yes he needs to communicate but sometimes the words we want to say can't really come out of our mouth even of we want it too... You might get annoyed with him about not being able to move on after years or being stubborn but you have to understand his perspective. Being humiliated and insulted by your ex for being gay when he himself "said" he loved you when he was just using you for entertainment and sex is hard to get over with. He loves Geonwoo he knows it himself... and he tries not to compare that is improvement... Maybe he isnt ready to tell Geonwoo about his past relationship reminiscing a bad past is not easy to relay so IF YOU READ UP UNTIL HERE CONGRATS AND THANK YOU FOR READING MY YAPPING TO ALL THOSE WHO EXPERIENCED THIS I HOPE YOU ARE BETTER LIKE ME
I think I totally understand the confusion about his feelings with Rishar and cannot communicate stuff we should remember that he was alone for most of his life never really had someone to love him romantically or parentally so he don't really know what's the difference... He is emotionally constipated, and starved. He is manipulated by his mother and etc. So I would understand why Etienne can't sort his feelings yet... I think he calls him little brother still is because they never really had romantic stuff up until when Rishar came back? plus they were childhood playmates and Rishar had to go away so he never had developed romantic feeling to Rishar up until he comes back so he is still confused on whether or not he feels it romantically or platonically... he is does not have communication skills because bro does not have anyone to talk to PROPERLY so pls dont expect him to communicate well when he was abused, isolated and manipulated his entire life.
Is somebody gonna match my freak?
Need somebody with a good technique?
Is somebody gonna match my nasty?
Pillow talking got my throat raspy
If you keep up with me
I'll keep on coming back
If you do it too good
I'm gonna get attached
'Cause it feels like Heaven
When it hurts so bad
Baby, put it on me
I like it just like that
Just like that
MY BABY CAME BACK OUR SEOJUNIEE IS SO CUTE WITH BEING A DRAGON WITH HIS ONE TOOTH MISSING