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They were such a cute couple but what happened??? I regret reading this just right before going to bed. But to be honest, I kinda understand how the mcs mind works as someone who also self sabotages at times though not the same extent as him. It's just sad and painful to see how he keeps lying to the love interest and himself for the sake of protecting himself but stubbornly refusing to see that it's contributing to the fucked upedness of his love life.