i just start reading this and im so stressed out like girl when will you realize your family is the devil?? was the first life not enough?
I thi k I understand her hesitation in that matter cause in the first life she was essentially raised with all the love and care in the world with only the elder sister show asing minor petty acts every once and awhile and hell she doesn't even know how her family treats each other! So honestly I can understand why she wants to believe she can change them even thought deep instead she is likely aware that it'll never happen.
im ngl i still can't bring myself to like the "father"