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i finished this and i don't feel super sad or anything i just feel kinda empty... idk i guess that means to buy the physical copies and read the whole thing over again lol
spoilers for people who haven't read it:
the ending of this makes me feel so empty as well. in the end, it doesn't really seem like he's any happier. he wasn't able to kill himself so he just has to live with what he did forever (which might be the morally right choice but not the easiest one), his destined love was driven to commit suicide by him, his relationship with sachi remains ambiguous and he takes care of the kid she had with another guy... it's kinda like what was the point of anything? he's destined to be like this forever, never truly being happy and just living for the sake of living. let me know if u guys disagree lol i want to talk to someone