I'm so nervous I feel like the doctor will manipulate him into thinking our seme betrayed him by keeping the memories a secret
Everyone's got trust issues from years of reading BL lmao
But I also think he's being fake
Yeah like idk man i cant trust how nice he is
STOP DONT SAY TGAT
IM SORRYY BUT IDK MAN HES TOOOO NICE.
I don't think he's being fake but I do think he's not really human.
Just like Dora taught me to say, delicioso.
Tops who actually look like they feel good is da shit.
But I'm still going to doubt him because I've been burned too many times in these dam stories.
I mean it's crazy how much lack of understanding for the bottom there is. Since the beginning the bottom always made it clear he was looking for pain, fuck the top literally tried DROWNING him when they first met. I'm pretty sure that set the standards for their relationship like??
He gets feelings and that's when he tones it down, and obviously the bottom is like hmm what's this dude doing. And when the bottom realizes he's unsatisfied he tries to break it off but obviously the top doesn't want to. So he sends him to the hospital lol he's such a nice dude.
If he's from the BDSM community then he knows the importance of compatibility. He knows if he thinks something isn't right then you communicate clearly and calmly, not cussing someone that they're not normal because they like pain to an extreme.
It's like everyone here hates the bottom just for the reason that he spiraled into his own rape. He wanted sex. He thought he was going to a consensual sex party. He didn't know about the drugs or the videos.
Yes he knew that bastard wasn't safe but that's the point, he wasn't looking for love or cuddles, he was chasing that feeling (which I'm pretty sure the drugs that he was secretly being fed fucked him over during this whole thing.)
He just needed therapy, not for the top to come with a holier than thou attitude blaming him for everything that happened.
Finally someone that understandss. Yaii I'm so happy (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Preach...cause why everyone here just blames the mc! I think his sexual fantasies are not Normal enough for them
I don’t hate the bottom, but I do think he doesn’t understand safe play. Bdsm does not mean that you should be sent to the hospital and act ok, that’s self-harm and it’s a very clear and defined line. The bottom literally said “I wish he would just kill me”, that’s a s**cidal person. Of course the top will be concerned as the bottom isn’t clear with his limits and has clearly demonstrated that he will not participate in safe play practices. Where I don’t agree with the top is that he also could safeword and ensure that safe play continues, not bend to the bottom’s wishes and hurt him. The top recognized that he was being placed in a position of unsafe play and he clearly had feelings for the bottom.
When the top waterboarded the bottom or performed breath play, he clearly knew how to do it safely and within limits to make the bottom feel good and still enjoyable safe play.
The bottom needs therapy and psychiatry, he needs to be placed on s**cide watch and I’m glad the top broke up with him. I want to see growth on both ends and then maybe the bottom can enter subspace and enjoy safe play as the top intended from the beginning
Youi know I actually really hate the top in this. It started out so nicely and it kind of just spiraled. My biggest fucking pain is the top just straight up having a fit because the bottom doesn't share his tastes. Like it's pretty obvious the bottom enjoys pain, there's people out there who have this extreme kink, and in regulated environments it's not dangerous. But he just absolutely fucked it up and blames the bottom for it?
He got feelings first, he set the rules and broke it, didn't even bother explaining shit. Like with his job, the bottom wasn't even involved in the case, he could have just said this place is dangerous and can get you involved in some drug crimes and the bottom would have definitely just steered clear.
Sure, there were moments where I wanted to slap the bottom like with the stalker but I also understood he didn't want to make it into a bigger deal for fear of getting outed as way.
I just hate the fact the top gets to be a "better" character than the bottom. Like he's the victim. Bitch you're just a guy who apparently can't cope with his own feelings.
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I'm still sus at everything
Same here same but I don wanna read the novell
same every time i read the updates i am still sus at everything
The last story is so fucking stupid I'm sorry haha but the rest were cute.
This has pretty much gone to shit. I literally skipped chapter after chapter because I wanted to get somewhere with this and now i don't even care
The art is beautiful my gosh but the ending felt so rushed :( it was like they were building up to the villain and how they beat him was so... I mean it's an OK story ig
Feels like the bottom is more likely the bitch of the art gallery old man. Probably doesn't want him to know he's looking around with younger guys.
And then the top is gonna act hurt bc the bottom basically was using him for fun.
That's my theory I'll put this on hold until its finished to see if I'm right.
Prolly
and then bottom gets more and more attached to the top and the old man finds out and boom shakalaka