
Youi know I actually really hate the top in this. It started out so nicely and it kind of just spiraled. My biggest fucking pain is the top just straight up having a fit because the bottom doesn't share his tastes. Like it's pretty obvious the bottom enjoys pain, there's people out there who have this extreme kink, and in regulated environments it's not dangerous. But he just absolutely fucked it up and blames the bottom for it?
He got feelings first, he set the rules and broke it, didn't even bother explaining shit. Like with his job, the bottom wasn't even involved in the case, he could have just said this place is dangerous and can get you involved in some drug crimes and the bottom would have definitely just steered clear.
Sure, there were moments where I wanted to slap the bottom like with the stalker but I also understood he didn't want to make it into a bigger deal for fear of getting outed as way.
I just hate the fact the top gets to be a "better" character than the bottom. Like he's the victim. Bitch you're just a guy who apparently can't cope with his own feelings.

Lmao he folded so fast it's craaazy man's got no self respect
She knew he liked her for 8 years, at ANY moment she could have told him she liked him.
The friend was right she treated him like a fool SMH SMH.

They're both stupid, but I kinda get the girl......it's understandable, he did say 'he like one sided love, and if she accepted him at that moment he'd get tired of her'.....she wanted to reply that she liked him back for 8 years but scared he'd lose interest, she held back....now that she's going away and he's mad at her, she decided to confess that she likes him and now that he knows and "would get tired of her for liking him back"...it would then be easier for her to move on cuz she'll be leaving the country

I'm like on chapter 15 or sum and he's STILL trying to stay by the guys side who butchered his family. Like dude lmao what do you think you're gonna get? I know ow they're probably gonna fall in love ot whatever but be fr he knows you hate him you think he'll give you an opening to do anything to him? Maybe fuck you to death while you try to stab him or something. Idk what he thought he was gonna achieve.
I mean it's crazy how much lack of understanding for the bottom there is. Since the beginning the bottom always made it clear he was looking for pain, fuck the top literally tried DROWNING him when they first met. I'm pretty sure that set the standards for their relationship like??
He gets feelings and that's when he tones it down, and obviously the bottom is like hmm what's this dude doing. And when the bottom realizes he's unsatisfied he tries to break it off but obviously the top doesn't want to. So he sends him to the hospital lol he's such a nice dude.
If he's from the BDSM community then he knows the importance of compatibility. He knows if he thinks something isn't right then you communicate clearly and calmly, not cussing someone that they're not normal because they like pain to an extreme.
It's like everyone here hates the bottom just for the reason that he spiraled into his own rape. He wanted sex. He thought he was going to a consensual sex party. He didn't know about the drugs or the videos.
Yes he knew that bastard wasn't safe but that's the point, he wasn't looking for love or cuddles, he was chasing that feeling (which I'm pretty sure the drugs that he was secretly being fed fucked him over during this whole thing.)
He just needed therapy, not for the top to come with a holier than thou attitude blaming him for everything that happened.
Finally someone that understandss. Yaii I'm so happy (๑•ㅂ•)و✧