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I don't get how a lot of people dropped this because they find Hilise being like that boring. Please remember how she already died 7 times and this is her 8th life. I know a lot pointed out that there are mc in other stories who experienced this as well but not everyone coped with their trauma the same way. Hilise died painfully in every single time. She was beaten, tortured and k*lled by her brother and father multiple times. "Why doesn't she want to get revenge on them?" guys, she already did. She k*lled them in her 7th life. When ricardo asked her to die in for gabrielle's sake, that was hilise's last straw so she finally decided to k*ll her family then k*ll herself. When hilise k*lled them, she realized how unfulfilled she felt. How it was so easy to end their lives and its not worth all the sufferings she endured. So when she got to her 8th life, her goal is to find a way to k*ll herself permanently without her going back to the past like what happened to her past lives. You can't blame for not feeling anything anymore and having no expression most of the time. She endured and suffered enough, the trauma she experienced is severe. Pretty sure she will eventually have more character development so I really hope more people would be patient and understand hilise.