I’ve read close to over 800 yaoi, and lost the butterflies I used to feel when reading yaoi a while ago. But this was just so different to me for some reason that it gave me those butterflies back. I know I’m getting sentimental over this but it’s really nice to know I didn’t lose my love for yaoi!!(๑•ㅂ•)و✧(≧∀≦)
Wow, 800! Σ(っ°Д °;)っ I think the butterflies you get depends on your mood or the yaoi manga you’re reading. Nowadays yaoi on top chart have just lots of smuts alone without a really good plot so it is understandable to not get the goosebumps. I’m so glad you get you excitement on reading yaoi back! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I LOVE IT!!!!. It's so adorable. But, shin, come on man. You pushed the poor guy away, and told him you hated it, all in one day. THATS A BIG NO, NO IN THE YAOI COMMUNITY OF THINGS YOU SHOULD NEVER SAY AS AN UKE. Ugh, makes me so flustered,BUT I STILL LOVE IT!!! ┗( T﹏T )┛
Shin was scared, he clearly wasn't ready for it. AND he is entitled to express his feelings and be honest about them. Shige understands this, respects and loves Shin dearly, isn't keen on hurting Shin, and doesn't care that their relationship might not be sexual (they've been in a relationship for 1 year already). However, it looks like Shige wouldn't have to abstain for long as Shin is trying his best to make himself comfortable, even if they're baby steps. If Shige went ahead with penetration that night, it'd be rape. A yaoi w/o rape, is a yaoi heading in the right direction. I call this a win. ( ̄へ ̄)
Right off the bat, if your to impatient for slow burn then this isn’t for you. This story is more on the psychological side, and really delves into the inner working and peoples trauma ridden mind. It takes a deeper dive into why people do the things they do, and PTSD. So before you go commenting that this is boring, keep these things in mind.