
He's putting up a facade to show everyone how much his boyfriend loves him, but still treats him coldly at home and wants to break up. I don't get his motives and I don't like this ''testing'' he's done for YEARS. Like that's SAD. That's something you shouldn't feel the need to do in such a long relationship...Does kusaka even love mikuriya? He hasn't shown any signs of it so far

I think he Kusaka does love Mikuriya in his own way and it shows a lot especially in this chapter when he shuts everyone up when he visits his boyfriend's workplace. Especially that girl, I was so glad he did that and got rid of anyone trying to take his man. But I understand what you mean too, Kusaka should stop acting that way and be himself because it clearly shows that Mikuriya is still with you because he loves him for him, not just for his face.

ARE THEY JUST GONNA KEEP FUCKING FOREVER? WHAT IS LIFE
I FORGOT THE PLOT SINCE THEY STARTED THE BOOTY ACTIVITIES 13 YEARS AGO

WE NEVER KNEW PEACE UNTIL WE LOST IT
THE FUCKENING HAS REIGNED FOR CENTURIES NOW; EACH DAY SEEMS BLEAKER, AS THE END NEVER SEEMS TO DRAW NEAR. ALL DAY AND NIGHT, WE ARE PLAGUED BY “FWOP-FWOPS”, AND “UNGH-AHS”, AND BEG FOR THE WARRING, ENTWINED SIDES TO CEASE.
WHEN SHALL THE WAR END

I barely got into chap 2 and I'm already pissed. If they really wanted to write a story with rape, whatever. But for the love of god, do it right.
Think for a second about this. This dude has been raped TWICE and he didn't even know the guy to begin with. He wakes up and finds his rapist sleeping beside him. Now, what the fuck made the author think that he'd normally go and...caress...his goddamn face. Instead of fucking off instantly because ya know, this guy has been abusing him.
I can read all kinds of fucked up shit as long as you don't try to sell it to me as if it's something else.
I was of course aware that at some point they were gonna end up together. But I was AT LEAST expecting an attempt of giving me a reason for it. WELL, author-san didn't even try. They created an abuser and a victim, none of the two giving a flying fuck about each other, and now they're trying to feed me the fact that they like each other. It hasn't been a day since the asshat fucked this guy and left him basically choking because it was boring. And now they're hanging out in the infirmary. All right....Goodbye ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

I do consume a shit ton of yaoi actually, yet I will never get used to bullshit. It's ''refreshing'' because it cuts straight from the rape to the fluff, which makes me wonder what was the point of making them met like that in the first place, if the intention was a vanilla couple anyway. That's what I mean when I say the author didn't even try and they probably have no idea how to write coherent characters. Trust me you can have better than this even in the vast sea of rapey-BL plots

i'm with you man. i consume boat loads of yaoi, but shit, could we have some half-way decent plot? and not this forced, no chemistry shit.
i mean. some with this shitty story line- at least have decent chemistry. but these two are just all over the place.
i raped you. i choked you. i raped you. we slept together and he touches him. he all of a sudden cares. and the other jerks off, thinking about said rape. oh, you got abused too? then this is perfectly okay.

Yessss, THIS !!! ^^
EVIL FOX ASIDE. BOI WAS LITERALLY FADING AWAY. I swear to god if this doesn't have a good ending I'm gonna riot
I'll fucking cry if someone gets a bad ending in this