Katt's Favorite

1. Moonhyuk (ml) killed Yeonjin (mc), but they didn't found the body (is there hope? TT.TT)

2. Instead of enthusiasm, I think what mc felt is.. sth to look forward to, sth that make him wants to live, sth that excite him enough to make him not to kill himself. I assumed mc was depressed.

3. Mc likes ml, ml likes ex boss. Ex boss died after told ml to forget him/to cut ties with him.

4. At first, mc just want to use ml as a revenge to his dad. Then, mc wanted ml to love him back (he didn't know this was love, or at least he wanted ml to be interested in him, or he was just possesive). He slept w his old friend, the politician's nephew, just to get information about ex boss (chagang). This old friend likes mc.

5. Actually, mc wasn't into shibari/ropes when having sex, but since Chagang did it, he.. somehow didn't want to lose to him/jealous of him. Or he thought ml would be more into him if they had sex using ropes. Ml felt complicated about this, he liked it but it reminded him of Chagang (so he was sad, somehow, and angry why mc did this). Once, ml was drunk and did mc roughly. He called mc Chagang.

6. At this point, mc was really in love with ml.

7. After the hospital situation, ml started to feel sth to mc. He regretted that he kinda... pushed mc to sleep with the politician's nephew (since mc wanted to get info about chagang). He started to treat mc sincerely.

8. Once, after having sex, the old friend told mc to choose him. But mc told him, 'don't cross the line'. When he came back, ml was waiting for him. Ml somehow knew mc just had sex with the politician's nephew. He got jealous and forced mc to have sex w him until mc fainted.

9. At this point, ml saw Yeonjin as Yeonjin. He didn't think of Yeonjin as Chagang's substitute. Ml cleaned him up and slept beside him the whole night. He helped to tie Yeonjin's tie in the morning. Ml started to treat mc with affections.

10. My favorite part is: when they came back from the office, ml gave mc a kiss mark on his nape. Mc was speechless... his reaction was so cute (+ make me sad somehow, raws:42). Mc acted spoiled & ml treated him lovingly.

11. There was a foreshadowing in last ch (44), that Yeonjin's child, Seonjin would know his dad slept with Moonhyuk. (well the scene was: mc had sex with ml, late for family's appointment, washed tgt, met seonjin. Seonjin thought why they smelled the same, did the use the same soap brand? or sth like that, I forgot. Not a native korean here).

12. Yeonjin's dad slept w the politician. The politician slept w Chagang. Chagang slept w Moonhyuk. Moonhyuk slept w Yeonjin. Yeonjin slept w the politician's nephew. Yeonjin hated his dad who made his mom lose her sanity & killed herself, Yeonjin's wife adore Yeonjin's mom who was kind to her/adopted her (I maybe wrong here). They decided they would divorce later, Yeonjin's wife would have the custody of the child, Yeonjin would die (not sure about this part) after avenged his mom, so Yeonjin's dad would have nothing.

13. I wonder why Chagang told his left hand to 'betray' him. I had a feeling that this related to Moonhyuk. Why the politician wanted to kill Moonhyuk as well? Is it jeaolusy? Why Moonhyuk must die?

Well, I ddnt expect it to be this long (⊙…⊙ )

The long awaited chapter 42 is finally here and gosh that moment when Yashiro was talking about Doumeki all harshly just to end it with saying "he saved my life and caused me grief" was so unexpected and saaadd. He also kinda admitted in front of Doumeki that letting him go wasn't that easy for him either, cz he said "I hardened my heart to kick him out".. You can even feel his vulnerability when he said "this guy followed me who is so screwed, he was so pitiful that I had to threw him away".. which means Yashiro didn't and still doesn't think he is worthy enough to be loved genuinely by Doumeki.. That's why he chose to keep him away... Gosh Yashiro! I never expected him to be this honest about this situation in front of all those people.. you didn't have to break my heart like that.. I hope him and Doumeki can talk more since he's spending the night at that house.. The tension between them is just too much. I pity them and love them so much

PS: that extra chapter was so precious and bring back memories.. I melted when Yashiro told Doumeki to eat with him but because he was embarrassed he said "I can't eat all of this by myself" aaaaa this tsundere bby I swear-