when it comes to his illness, lets not forget, it wasn't only emotional damage.
it was physical too.
kids freaking burned him and tortured him when he was young.
that kind of thing left him scared.
when felix tells him things like "How can you stand being misunderstood by everyone?".
then answer in gio's heart is probably, "As long as they aren't treating me with violence again, who cares".
some people said gio wasn't being honest in 131, but he was. He honestly told him, "It's an inconvenience for you, to deal with my condition". He was being honest. he knows this is the case. because if it wasn't, felix wouldn't harp on it so much.
here to join everyone else crying....
Gio, sweety, your boy ain't going nowhere.
i had wondered if him talking about his repeatedly, had started scraping at Gio's old wounds. guess i was right....
him bringing it up so often is having the opposite affect, and making him more insecure.
hope you two can sit down and talk about this soon.
FUCK......drowning in tears
all i keep thinking back to is lovers and souls.
the two of them together, in college. one a photographer.
they wanted to travel together. the next time, for the first time, wanting to go to thailand.
but his lover died and they never got to go.
so now i'm crying the entire time i read this..... (/TДT)/ ╥﹏╥
i think i lost all my tears while reading this.....
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THIS is so BEAUTIFUL!! <3