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I’m finding this bl manhwa where the ml is a demon who’s blonde (I think his real name is raven but he goes by the name Jesus?) and the mc used to be in an orphanage where he got sa’ed and forced to cross dress and his name used to be Jane(?). I also remember the mc losing his contact lenses and the ml accidentally stepped on one of his lenses so ml wanted to buy him glasses

Pls help me find this bl manhwa where the mc's brother ended up in the hospital because the mc's classmate(?) pushed him down the stairs and then they later become friends. And I remember the mc being a high school student and his brother a uni student and they were orphans(I think) so mc's brother was kinda depressed but he's just pretending to be okay.